December 1, 2023
December 1, 2023
Hey Deddy, it’s been 7 years going on 8. 24 days away from the 7th Christmas without you but this years a little different, it’s the first Christmas with your grandson you never met. He looks just like I swear you sent me him. Your baby girls all grown up deddy. I didn’t walk the stage and neither did justin but were doing okay. It’s so hard without you though. I try my best to make you proud and yea there’s a lot you wouldn’t be happy about but there’s a lot you would’ve got that proud father feeling for. I still remember our last conversation and how excited I was to see you that day but God needed to see you more apparently. I remember leaving debs house super excited thinking I was about to go spend that summer with you, I got the worse news of my life instead. I’ve gone 7 years without you and still a daddy’s girl to the core. I love you and miss you like crazy deddy I wish you would come visit me in my dreams tonight. I wish heaven had a phone I would call 24/7 just to hear your voice again. I love you Deddy….