It was a normal day in December not sure the year but everything is just typical feeding the babies Jaiden n Skylar playing cleaning normal family stuff well a friend of the family Larry came by and we was talking about new years eve plans what everyone was doing well outta nowhere Ciera with the most serious face looks at Larry and I and says u know what she says i think new years falls on a 1st this year we started laughing so hard and tell her hey Ciera new years falls on a 1st every year memories i have tons of them of this women some good some bad some in between Ciera I love u and i always will and have hopefully u found peace i know u being gone forever has put a hole in my heart i never wished anything bad like this towards u ur the mother of my kids like i always told u no matter what we are bonded together for life and nobody could take that from u nobody can or will replace u as there mother u are that and ill make sure they know that and how much u really do and did love them ill never speak bad about u to them so they wont know ur and the struggle ive endured maybe when they are older understand better and ask then i might tell them exactly what happened until they dont need specifics sleep peacefully Ciera we will meet again in another life and if not then someday love u save me a warm place in ur heart as u are in mine always