Forever Mine
When will I ever move on? Im not crying everyday like I use to. It's been two year's now since you been gone. There are so many things I want to say to you even though I talk to you everyday, I wish I could just see you one more time, to hold you to kiss you to tell you that I love you. Since you been gone so many things have happened with our kids things that they would have come to you with. Questions they have I don't have answer's to I tell them to remember all the things you shared and taught them, and I can only share with them the things I remember from you. It's like all went wrong when you passed away. I have all your medical records and there are so many things that are not right that was done to you and there is nothing I can do about it. I need you to show me what to do please let me know that you are still with me. I know that when I see or have a ladybug land on me that it is you. I never seen them before as much as I do now and I thank you for that. I love you and miss you so much I still have a hard time sleeping cause I could only sleep well when you were here I felt safe and secure. Not NO More. You will always be "FOREVER MINE" Love your wife Sue xoxoxoxo