Me & you go a long way back, and we were best friends right from the start. You were always there for me when tears i shed you wiped them away and made me feel whole again. We lost touch for a few years in which so much had gone wrong in my life. Then once again there you were to make all things right. You took me in and helped me out you made me see that I could be anything I wanted to be. You stood by me through thick and thin, you helped me get my kids back and raised them as your own you are the only father that they ever known and you showed them so much Love right from the start. You did this from your Heart. You said to me "I am going to help you raise them till the last one is 18 no matter what happens in between". You were a hard working man and provided so well for us all, I could never repay you for what you did for us. Once again time took a turn and we became more then friends, this is when you asked me to be your wife and I said "YES". We did go through so much , up's and down's but no matter what situation I was in you were always there for me. You loved me unconditionally you were my soul-mate, my husband and best friend. You have said to me "sue, I never knew love until I met you" and I said "I never felt loved till I met you" When all the kids were out and on their own, it was just me and you. We had our problems and lived apart for a short time but you were still there for me and I for you. We couldn't be apart so we moved in togehter once again, I promised you I would always be there for you and take care of you when you got sick. You did the same for me. I never had to ask or say a thing to you when I needed something you took care of it without saying a word even when I wanted something you made it happen. When you started getting sick I told you that you had to fight cause I couldnt make it without you and you said " I know Sue You can't" so I asked you to fight and you did you fought for me. I was by your side for the whole two months you were in the hospital and no one ever told me that you werent going to make it the doctor said you were well and that the only thing was for you to get your strength back, so we agreed for me to go to the house get some things and come back and this is when you passed! I wasn't ready this was not suppose to happen, now how do I go on without you Im so lost and confused and in shock I will never be the same. I know your in a better place I just wish someone would of told me something then I could of said Goodbye!