I love you and missed now in January 17 2020 you will have Sammy with for are year now keep by little girl safe you have getting to hear her talk dance walk for first time with wings to fly I miss you both so much every day I just wish I good time and my true love and soulmate was here I love you my soulmate and husband dessy Love's you and Sammy Joe Joe we miss you dessy taken classes to vet tech second semester of it ihurts every day and night I don't walk up to you both forever missed never forgotten I my soulmate and my husband

Hello Son, I miss you so much even though it has been 8 years today since we said good bye to your earthly body. Hope your enjoying your son and daughter and oh yes getting lots of back rubs from Chingy Boy. I hope you like the song I have on here and that you are in peace. I have so many unanswered questions as to what actually happened to you that day. We were talking when you were in Macomb hospital then you never woke up in Peoria no matter how much uncle Rob and I talked to you. I am so glad you are not in all the pain and suffering anymore but as a mother I still wish you were here. I still want to be with you, talk to you, hug you, have coffee with you. So much has happened this year good, bad and horrible. Will be glad when 2020 is over with.
Love you son with all my heart. Give my grandbabies a hug and kiss from grandma. Take one for your self and our Chingy boy.

Hi daddy,
I really miss you and thanks to grandma sending me the link to here I'm able to write to you on here again versus sending messages to moms messenger that I know will never be opened or writing letters to you in notebooks that constantly get filled and having to buy new ones. Well anyway to catch you up one here.

After mom joined you in heaven a month later well technically almost a month later because itd have been a month on the 15th of December 2018 but I got married on December 14th 2018 to your wonderful son in law matt. He met grandma and uncle den and uncle Larry about a year ago on easter yeah it was 2019 easter. Even met mommy Tina sammy and dessy. I'm really glad he got to meet sammy before she joined you in heaven. But he really liked everyone. N keeps trying to plan more visits to see everyone and meet angel in person he really wants to meet her but the dork keeps forgetting that we have to save money and not spend it. But hes already met grandpa clarence and grandpa alan he met them the day before my graduation back in 2013. Any who so hes my best friend and a really good husband he even adopted moms kitty after mom passed away.

Oh hes also very supportive of me. Best way guess how. By supporting me writing books. Which I keep dedicating to you and mom and others. I'm currently working on my third book n my first ever published book I unpublished so my now hired editing team can reddit it. Long story short the original editor and I had problems and well I just wanted to make sure it was at iy ts best. My second books is still published and sold at b&n barnes and noble so are the already printed copies of my first book.
I have a new Guinea pig her name is Nyx. Shes absolutely adorable and a big piggy when it comes to veggies. She loves trying to snuggle up u der precious's belly. Oh yeah precious is moms cat that matt adopted. And nyx's best friend is a hamster. Bri you remember my cousin bri well it's her hamster and her hamsters name is angel. But they love running around together when bri brings angel over for playdate. Someday matt n I plan to have kids but not rn cuz well as you probably saw from watching me from heaven tried to take my life Christmas eve of 2019. But I'm doing tons better. On meds for bipolar. N my writing books really helps. It gets all of my emotions out which is good n helps me to feel good. Especially since my already published work has so many readers through kdp unlimited library. 
Ooooooh I have two godsons now. Admire them both my goddaughter you've probably already met since she joined you in heaven last year 12/09/19. Her mom was the original editor of my first published book. Oh yeah the first two are poetry books my current I'm working on is a shorty story compilation book.
8ve started sewing again to. I bought a tin of polly pockets n I plan to buy even more so I can create a whole line of fashion for them. Who knows. Maybe someday someone will see the pics I post n contact me to create a fashion line for people n then not only would I be an author but i would be a fashion designer.
I'm singing more often again now to and slowly getting back into my dancing and acting even. I'm finding my passions again. And even making some dreams com true. Like my being an author.
I hope I've made you proud. Well at leas ty proud of my good choices. I'm still learning. I think I'll forever be learning but I'm okay with that. Anywho gotta get back to work on books. I live you daddy and I miss you and I'm gunna being posting on here to you at least every two weeks. So you better be reading from heaven. And tell mom to read all my mes sa ages in her messenger from heaven to. I know you guys ate watching me but and probably listening when I talk to you but I like thinking that you guys are reading every thing I write type and post to. It makes me feel okay.
Love always your brittbrat

Merry Christmas my precious son. Mom Loves and Misses you so very very much. Aunt Betsie and Uncle Roba are helping me get through today but it still does not take you from my thoughts. Yes still cried a few tears it is just not the same without you. Love you dear, Mom

My Angel in Heaven 5 years ago today you left this temporary home to go to you permanent one. I still miss you as much today as I did the day you left. However, as much as I miss you I know you are not suffering anymore and for that I am thankful. Holidays are really hard and especially Thanksgiving and Christmas there is that empty place where you should be and it makes it hard to get through them with out a few tears. I know there are a few things that would be different if you were still here unfortunately I am glad you don't have to feel that pain either. I know you are where you are meant to be but I can't help but wish you were here. I will see you again soon. Love you my son.

Happy Happy Birthday my dear son! You would be 46 today at 6:35 AM. One of the most happiest days of my life. The saddest was the day we were told you had AML. Then watching you suffer for the 14 months after that was, I think, one of the worst pains a mother can go through. Then when the Lord took you home I was so sad I didn't want to go on yet so happy that you had to suffer no more a feeling I can not explain. I still miss you everyday and even shed a tear now and then I don't think that part will ever go away. Son I love you and miss you more than any words I could write, however, I know you are in the hands of our Lord and your free from hurt and pain and that makes me smile.

It's been four years and you are still missed

From heaven you were delivered
As a baby unto me,
When God said to me softly
I'm trusting you to do
Everything that's needed
To nurture and to love
He's your little angel
Sent from me above.

Spirits cannot be
Held, hugged or kissed
The body that was your vessel
Is what I miss
But your spirit that He lent me
On that one special day
That is what He promised
To never take away.

So you are back in heaven now
The earth was not your place
You taught me all you could
About dignity and grace
So as I grieve and weep
To see you once again
I know you're waiting there
When I get to heaven.

I miss you more and more everyday. Oh I cry a little less and smile a little more but inside my heart is aching. Not a day goes by that I don't want to call you for something, even if it is just to go for coffee. I love you Son!!!!!!

RIP LEROY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRECIOUS ANGEL SON! There is still not a day goes by that mom does not think of you!

I knew u for such a short time but u grew to be almost like a brother to me. I have few memories but I remember them well like when u came with ur mom to visit my late husband and I or when u helped ur mom move up to Okla homa or when u helped move me to Wisc. U were always helping someone. U were a coffee loving, coffee drinking, always helping other's kinda guy. I love u Leroy, I count myself as one of the lucky one's who got to tell u that in person. R.I.P. my friend.

I remember when you taught me how to use a tattoo gun. You're the reason I want to become a tattoo artist ♡
RIP man.

RIP in Heavenly Fathers hands amen

The Angels came for my son
Much sooner than I planned
I'll brave the bitter grief that comes
And I'll try my best understand
Why LeRoy did you have to go away
Why wasn't it right for you to stay
In my heart LeRoy you will always be
What I'm suffering seems so unfair
But one thing is for certain YOU my son are suffering no more
My love for you will always be there
A thousand words won't bring you back
I know because I've tried
Neither will a thousand tears
I know because I've cried
Now you're up in Heaven
With the Angels up above
They will take my place for now
And they'll give you all their love
So go and rest in peace now
My Son so dear
For all my love and memories
I will hold forever near
Love You Always Mom

My Daddy was like a flower he could show you the natural beauty in anything n anyone.

LeRoy love hes family and care family

ilove him miss him a lot