Happy Easter In Heaven My Angel

Ps, I love and miss you dearly ❤️

Happy Heavenly 60th Birthday My Angel

Clark,
This morning I whispered “Happy Birthday Babe”. If I could send a card it would be carried up by the most amazing butterflies. With words saying “I loved you then, now and forever “. It would have all the I’m sorry’s and thank you’s never said and also how amazing of a husband and father you were. I bet there are some pretty fantastic birthday parties in heaven. I can imagine the angels frosting a cake while singing to start the day. As you are being celebrated above, I’ll be celebrating you below. I truly hope your day is filled with peace, love and happiness. I’ll never let today be just another day because it will always be your birthday.

Always Loved Forever Missed
❤️ Deb

To The One I Hold In My Heart Not In My Arms
Happy Valentine’s Day In Heaven

My Dear Husband,
I can’t express how much I’m missing you today. I can almost hear the warmth of your voice saying “Happy Valentine’s Day Babe”. You left behind so many beautiful memories for me to cherish. We shared many great adventures together, I’ll treasure those forever. Although time passes fast my thoughts of you never fade, sometimes it brings tears to my eyes. They are happy tears because I know our love will never die. Your soul has been entwined with mine for all eternity. Clark please continue to watch over me and help me get through each day. I’m blowing kisses that will fly up like butterflies carrying my love to you.

Your Forever Valentine,
❤️ Deb

Happy New Year My Angel!

Clark,
As the clock strike's midnight and the world embraces for another year, I can't help but feel sad. The passage of time has not diminished the ache that I carry deep within my heart. I'll be facing another year without you in my life. Bearing the pain knowing that you're there and not, with me here. I will struggle on and do what I must do and look towards the day that I'm back with you.

Sending you all my love and kisses,
I'll Love you forever and always ❤️

Clark,
It's Christmas time again and I am missing you so much that my heart hurts. I hate the holidays and nothing is the same here without out you. When you passed away my soul did too, trying to live and go on with life is hard. The pretending to be okay and pushing through everyday is so exhausting. It's like being out at sea an not knowing where to turn or what to do or even knowing how to do it. So yeah time changes nothing because I still miss you as much today as I did the day you passed away. My mind knows you're in a place where there is no pain and you are at peace, I just can't explain that to my heart. When I see you in my dreams I hold you oh so tightly and you just smile then I wake up you are gone. The next time that I meet you will be at heaven's door and I will cry no more. I'll put my arms around you and kiss your face and this old broken heart of mine will mend and fall back into place.

Merry Christmas My Angel
All My Love, Deb

Clark,
To say I was angry when you died is a understatement. I shouted at death over and over like death could hear me ”This isn’t fair” and I asked a thousand whys. All my questions, doubts and fears were answered with complete silence. Between the anger, there was heartbreak and disbelief when I was told that you had passed away. This can’t be real. This can’t be my reality. This can’t be the end, but the reality is I lost someone that I loved. I’ll never know the reasons as to why yet, but then again I may never know. I don’t think there is an explanation in the world, that would make this feel okay. Love has been filled with grief. What once was can no longer be and while the anger fades away which it has, the wishing you were here never does.

Love you forever and always ❤️

Happy Thanksgiving in Heaven my Angel.

Clark,
Thanksgiving used to bring so much joy, but now you’re gone and it’s mostly grief that I feel on this day. I miss your jokes, the echoing of your laughter and the lingering smell of a smoked Turkey and ham through the house. I wish you were here with me but as long as I have my memory, I have something to be thankful for. Have a Heavenly Thanksgiving among the stars babe.

Love you always ❤️

Clark,
I woke up smiling as my mind is flowing with memories of our past Halloweens. You enjoyed taking our Daughters Trick or Treating you always knew where to get the good candy. It's funny how one pumpkin wasn't enough we would dump them and have them go till their little legs wore out or till it wasn't fun anymore. We knew that the candy was more for you not them. When they got older I made sure you had candy and sometimes even a cake. I can hear your voice with excitement and see you smiling about having sweets waiting for you when you got home from work. You always had sweets to eat but for some reason Halloween candy was the best. Memories are the greatest thing to have but they can sure break your heart … Happy Halloween my Angel

Ps. I love and miss you to tears ❤️

Happy 43rd Wedding Anniversary In Heaven

Clark,
This day has come once again that I cannot share with you anymore. I wish with all my heart that you were here to celebrate our Anniversary with me. As I look back upon our lives one of the things that makes me glad, is that you chose me to share with you the preciouses years we had. Thank you for your endless love that will help me through each day and thank you for the memories that will never fade away.

Love, Your Wife Deb ❤️

Babe,
I wish that God hadn’t needed you in Heaven, because I need you here!

Ps. I love and miss you ❤️

Never Forgotten

Clark,
Today marks 5 years of your passing, it doesn't feel as so. I can close my eye's and still be right back to that dreadful night. I must have gone over it a thousand times in my head, I still don't understand what went wrong. I still find myself waiting on you to come home, my mind knows your in a better place but my heart still hasn't processed it even as the years go by. Sometimes I sit and think of things you used to say and all that you would do, in reality my thoughts always turn to you. When I loss you the pain was like a wrench twisting inside, I cried till my tears ran dry then later I would cry some more. I know you wouldn't want for me to be sad forever and I do remind myself of all the happy times we had and we did have a lot of those. I know that I can't be with you right now and you can't be with me so I'll keep your memory safe inside my heart and that's where you'll always be.

Ps. I love you ❤️

Happy 4th Of July In heaven

Clark,
Today your absence is so overwhelming! I will celebrate because I know how you always loved cookouts on holidays. I’m sure you’re having a gathering of your own in heaven. Tonight as I look up to watch fireworks, I know you’ll be watching with me!

Ps. I love and miss you ❤️

Happy Heavenly Fathers Day Babe, I Love And Miss You Dearly ❤️

Happy Heavenly Easter Babe

Ps. I Love You ❤️

Thinking of you today. Love you

Happy Heavenly Birthday My Love,

You may not be here beside me to celebrate today but I want you to know that you’re always on my mind and in my heart. I’m sending you lots of kisses and hugs

Ps. Missing you always loving you forever ❤️

Happy Heavenly Birthday Pops. I think about you everyday. Some days are harder than others but I’m trucking along the best I can. We talk about you often and miss you like crazy! I love you and I am always filled with so much sadness regardless of what it looks like on the outside. I’m forever living with a broken heart without you. I hope you’re looking down proud of the things I’ve accomplished since you left. Sending up a big hug on your special day. I love you

Hello Babe

You’re spending Valentine’s Day in Heaven and we are so apart. I think about you every day and you are inside my heart. The love I have for you is Unending you mean more than you’ll ever know. So I’m sending Hugs up to Heaven to let you know I didn’t want you to go. You are my special angel and I miss you more than words can say. I’m cherishing your memory and sending Love for Valentine’s Day

Ps. Until we are reunited again ❤️

Happy New Year My Angel

Missing you as always but more on special days. Wish we were Celebrating together. I can no longer see you with my eyes, touch you with my hands, but I feel you in my heart forever.

Ps. I love you as always ❤️
XOXO

Missing You At Christmas

Every day without you here since you had to go, is like summer without sunshine and winter without snow. I wish that I could talk to you there’s so much I would say, my life has changed so very much since you went away. I miss the special bond we had between us and I miss your hugs, you’re in my mind and in my heart and every Christmas thought. I always feel you close to me and though you’re far from sight, I’ll search for you among the stars that shine on Christmas night.

Ps I love you ❤️

I Miss You So Very Much

I often sit and think about the years that have passed by and of the happiness and joy that was shared by you and I. I think of all the laughter, the smiles and all the fun and before I even know it, my tears have once again begun. For although it brings me comfort to walk down memory lane it also reminds me of how without you life will never been the same.

Ps. I love you ❤️

To My Angel In Heaven On Thanksgiving

It's another year that your seat is empty and a piece of me is missing. It's another year that will never be the same without you. I miss your laughter, jokes and being able to spend this day with you.

Ps. I love you to the Heavens and back ❤️

Happy 42nd Heaveniversary Clark

Today is our Anniversary and the day we became one. I remember how excited we were when we exchanged our vows. We were so very young, now I’m left with those beautiful memories that we lived together. Today I’m missing your presence the most. I loved you when you were here and I still love you now. I’m honored knowing you left this life loving me.

Happy Anniversary my dear husband ❤️

A Letter To My Husband In Heaven

Clark,
Four years ago today you closed your eyes and went away, It’s been so long living without you here. it’s still hard to hide the pain in my heart, I smile When I hear your name and my cheeks get flushed. No matter how much time has passed I’ll always think of our time together. You’ll always be in my mind and soul. The endless love you gave will never be forgotten, It helps me get through each day. All the memories you gave me will never fade away. You’re the man I loved and every day in some small way I celebrate your life. For now I can wait till we meet and fall in love again. Though it’s sad to think about how things were before, when we’re re-united it will be forever more.

Ps I Love You ❤️

It’s been 4 years since you've been taken home and it feels like no time has passed at all. Dad, you were someone special and I pray all the time that when you passed you knew how loved you were.
I am starting to realize that there are no words to say goodbye to someone who’s been with me my whole life but what I can say is that I will love and miss you for the rest of my days. 
Forever broken hearted
Your daughter,
Andrea

To My Husband On Father’s Day
We used to sit on the porch and talked about how it would be when we got to the end of our lives together. You once said the house we had, the truck we drove, the stuff we possessed wouldn’t matter anymore. What would matter is that I had you and you had me. We never hardly talked about one of us being left alone, I was not prepared for loosing you. I’m now a widow who’s husband has gained his wings, the best decision that I’ve ever made in my live was to marry you. I hope you know how much I miss you, no words of comfort can take away the emptiness I feel without you

Ps. Even death can’t stop me loving you ❤️

Clark,
If I could visit Heaven even for day, maybe for a moment, the pain would go away. I’d put my arms around you and whisper words so true. I’d tell you that living life without you is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. No matter where I go or what I do, no morning, dawns or evening fall when I don’t think of you.

Ps. I love and miss you so much babe ❤️

Clark,
Although you sleep in Heaven now you’re not that far away. My heart is full of memories and you’re with me everyday. You lived your life with meaning and with a smile upon you face. A world that was full of happiness is now an empty place. People still say that only time will heal my broken heart but mine has been torn apart. It’s been 3 1/2 years since you were called to heaven and my heart still ache’s for you. I know you are at peace now and in a place where you are free. Babe please be at the Pearly Gates when Heaven calls for me.

Ps. I miss and love you to tears ❤️

Every time I visit this page it doesn’t feel real. So much has been happening in our lives and I know you would be so proud! The kids, Daniel and I miss you so much! Today Coby’s team made it to the championship game and won and then he played in the all star game, He amazes me! The other day his Dr said he is measuring to be about 6”-6’1 in height as an adult and we all know those genes are from you!!! After the game I took a picture of him with Daniel’s dad and it broke my heart. Because I know you would of been here for such a big day for him and he won’t ever be able to have that….
We miss you daily, I love you dad

Happy Easter In Heaven My Angel

You are no longer with me, but you’re always in my heart. Your were a blessing in my life. I love and miss you today and always.

Ps. Until we meet again ❤️

Hey I love you I've been thinking about you a lot, I know you won't be having a Birthday in heaven cause you will be forever young. love you

Happy 58th Heavenly Birthday

Time slips by and life goes on, but from my heart you're never gone. I always think and talk about you too. I have so many memories but I wish I still had YOU! I'm sending up lots of hugs and kisses ...

Ps. I love You ❤️

Dad my heart is so heavy this time of year! I miss you and there are no words that can explain the pain of losing you. It will never be the same with you not here with us. The kids and I miss you so much and talk about you often! Happy Heavenly Birthday pops! I love you

My Heavenly Valentine

You touched my heart in countless ways. Oh how I wish you could have stayed. Together we shared the best of times. With you every day was valentines. Now you are in heaven and this I must confess. I long more for heaven than anyone could ever guess. Knowing I will see your face and once again feel your warm embrace. Never again to be alone in heaven our eternal home.

Ps. I love you ❤️

Hello Babe.
I haven't been here in awhile and for that I'm so very sorry. I promise I haven't forgotten you. I've been having such a rough time with this thing called life, that I was left to deal with alone. I thought this year would be different but it's not, same pain different day. I'm trying so hard to move on but that task is not easy. I can't do anything right, I'm so busy trying to please and make everyone else happy that I'm miserable. Pretending that I’m okay is so Exhausting. I’m still trying to understand why I was left behind .

Ps. I love you ❤️

Merry Christmas my Angel

Babe,
Today we would have been celebrating our 41th Anniversary together. I'm so forever grateful I got to spend 37 years with you. You were my partner, best friend, soulmate and lover. I just want you to know I miss you more each passing day and how much I love you so. When I get to heaven I know what I will do, you will be there with open arms and I will run to you.

Ps. I'm sending you hugs and kisses ❤️

'Hello babe,
This poem popped up on Facebook and it was as if you were talking to me. So I’m sharing it for all to see. I miss you so much my Angel.

“ I've finished life's chores assigned to me. So put me on a boat headed out to sea. Please send along my fishing pole for I've been invited to the fishing hole. Where every day is a day to fish, to fill your heart with every wish. Don't worry, or feel sad for me, I'm fishing with the master of the sea. We will miss each other for awhile, but you will come and bring your smile. That won't be long you will see, till we're together you and me. To all those that think of me, be happy as I go out to sea. If others wondering why I'm missing, just tell them I've gone fishing."

Clark,
I woke up today feeling a little sad, then I remembered it's the 22nd again. Just another reminder of the day you went away. I don't care how many years, months or days pass me by, it still feels like just yesterday that I wasn't able to hold you and say I love you or goodbye, before you closed them loving eyes. You and I were together everyday until the day you passed away. For a long time doing something that we used to do together just made the fact that I had to move on without you even more painful. I can't hold you in my arms so I will hold you in my heart forever. I will always love you my dear angel and cherish every moment we got to spend together. I still say goodnight to you when it's time for me to sleep. I close my eyes and whisper see ya in my dreams. 

Ps. I love you to tears ❤️

In Loving Memory Of Your 3yr. Anniversary In Heaven

Gone To Soon Dear Husband

It's true that no one can live forever, we all have to pass away one day. But I didn't expect death would separate us, until we were quite old and grey. Heaven called you and you beckoned as you took your very last breath. You were just snatched away from me, how unfair and cruel is death? We had the rest of our lives ahead of us and the plans and dreams we made are gone now. You've left me for heaven's shores how deeply my heart still grieves and aches for you.

You may have been taken from my arms but will never be taken from my heart. You were such a wonderful man and we shared a special love in life. I know you would have stayed with me if you had the power to. I also know that you would have spared me the grief and pain if you could. I trust you are resting in perfect peace. You were such an incredible man and you're truly unforgettable my love, my friend, my husband.

Your wife you watch over ❤️

Hey Clark 3 yrs wow feels like yesterday, I think of you everyday miss you. I love you.

Hello Babe,

I just cant believe its the 22nd again, the days are flying by so fast. Today marks 2yrs and 11 months since the day you passed away. I think you would be proud of me but then again maybe a little hurt. I've tried to live as if you was coming home but the days tuned into months then to years. I waited so long for you to come back to me, I finally realized your not. The life I'm living is not healthy but its the only thing that I can control. I got a new job today, hopefully I wont get to much anxiety at this one. I wish you was here to help me control it like you always did. I miss you so much, no matter what I do in my day to day life you' are in my thoughts and I always carry you in my heart.

Ps, I love You ❤️

2 years and 10 months ago today God called you home and yet I still don’t understand why. I have so many things I want to tell you and so many first experiences we missed out on together. My biggest regret is not going on a boat trip to fish with you. When you called me and told me you won the boat, you were so excited to take all your grand babies out on the water. And I let it pass by. Not a day goes by I don’t think about you and every little thing reminds me of you. I can’t wait for the day I get to smell your amazing cologne, hug you once again, and hear you tell me you love me. God I miss your hugs more than anything.

Love always, Kayla❤️

Hello My Love,
Here it is the 22nd again and I'm having to face another month without you. Nothing in my life has gotten any easier, the problems that arise everyday sucks! I often wonder what I would say to you if I could just have one more day. Would I tell you all the news from home or would I ask you all about heaven? Would I tell you all the things left unsaid or the guilt and regrets that I carry still in my head? Would I want to know if you're okay or beg you to please come back to stay? Maybe I wouldn't say all that much and just reach out for one last touch. I really don't know what I would say to you but I sure do wish for that one more day!

Ps.I Love You ❤️

Clark,
Happy Heavenly Fathers Day

Ps, I love and miss you dearly ❤️

Clark,
The 22nd is upon me once again, seems like the months are just flying by. It’s been 2 years and 9 Months now since you passed away. This morning I woke up feeling lost and alone, I decided to check fb out and a poem popped up on news feed that brought tears to my eyes, it was as if you were talking to me. I’m gonna end my letter to you with the poem.

Ps. I love and miss you ❤️ 

“As I sit in heaven and watch you everyday I try to let you know with signs that I never went away. I hear you when your laughing and watch you as you sleep, I even place my arms around you to calm you as you weep. I see you wish the days away begging to have me home, so I try to send you signs so you know your not alone. Don't feel guilty because you have a life that was denied to me. Heaven is truly beautiful just you wait and see. So live your life, Laugh again, Enjoy yourself and be free. Then I know with every breath you take, you'll be taking one for me.”

Hello my Angel,
Today is my Birthday but it’s just another day to me. I’m missing you so much, I can feel ya close around me and at times it’s like your holding me. My heart knows your here today, thank you for the best birthday present ever!

Ps. I love you ❤️

Hello my love,
You have been on my mind so much lately that I haven’t been able to sleep. They say over time it gets easier but it doesn’t, the memories of us have me all screwed up. It’s been over 2 years since you passed away and my heart still hurts for you. Today is Mother’s Day and thank goodness I’m at work so I don’t have to be home, where the walls are starting to closing in on me.

Ps. I love you ❤️

Hello my love!
Today is just another dreadful reminder that you are gone. It's been 2 years and 8 months since that awful night! I never dealt with your passing, I just pushed the pain deep down inside. I'm sure that's why I can't move on with my own life. Then again I don't know how to live for me because you were my life. I will always love you, if I had known that the last time I saw you walking out the door would've been my last. I would have hugged you a lot longer and said I loved you a lot louder. My heart knows that your gone, but my heart will never accept it.

Ps. I love you ❤️

Happy Heavenly Easter My Love!