I miss u so much......

Well! It's been awhile, your son has passed but I guess u know that, it was March 5' the alocholism got his liver, lungs, brain, and he went kinda crazy, 63 to young to die, even those we did not get along because of his drinking, we where always there for each other, God knows, I miss you. And u use to tell me this was going to happen, such a painful death, your body rotting well your still alive, at less the liver. It was heart braking, and now I finally get his ashes almost 3 weeks later, this is not right, I feel alone, even those I'm not. Sleep in peace momma.

Mom I miss u so much and now the rhadomsarcoma, bone cancer is taking Zack he is only 12 as of November, they say he will be gone as of 6 to 8 week, why a boy and he is so happy, just wants people to laugh, his.words.

I been missing you so much, so many unanswered things to say, I guess I will never know, you would be so mad at someone out here, I try to save her, and make her be with all of us, losing kids has had a group of them taken away, plus the 3 I took, had 4 more lost and now having more, one do Monday I guess, you can not replace kids, there not toy's... My soul crys for them, I am at a lost for words over all this, and I'm starting to think its the man she choices to control her, r.i.p. Mom. Just know that I love and miss u, you were my best friend next to my hubby.

Mom! You have been gone 3 years and it seems a week ago. I hate your ashes being on a shelve in the house on the wall. But! It is what it is. I still have your unopened purse in the closet, one day maybe I will be able to put u with daddy. Love u.

thinking bout u mom!! I miss the heck out of u.. so many time's I went to call u, or didn't to talk to u, but i'm sure i'm not the only 1,, mother's day is coming up real soon,, I still have not open your purse, I was never to get in it growing up and I just really don't have the gut's after a year and a half.. your ashes are still here, I don't have the money to take u to be with daddy,

i miss u mom. everyday, im sure its hard on my little sister, deeann. she lives at my mom's trailer. as its hard for me with the box on my shelf that hold her ashes. its like shes just gone some where.... and my brother has cancer real mad and its dieing i can see it, damn his drinking, nnow he acts like its ever one elses fault.... r.i.p mom

im miss u mom with all my heart,, im so sorry u got cancer and die 6 days later. i will never forget u,,, we are more then mother daughter, u are my friend, and now all i have is a purple box in a bag with your picture... 1 day i will take u and put u with daddy. but for now .r.i.p... i love you.

SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS