Well! It's been awhile, your son has passed but I guess u know that, it was March 5' the alocholism got his liver, lungs, brain, and he went kinda crazy, 63 to young to die, even those we did not get along because of his drinking, we where always there for each other, God knows, I miss you. And u use to tell me this was going to happen, such a painful death, your body rotting well your still alive, at less the liver. It was heart braking, and now I finally get his ashes almost 3 weeks later, this is not right, I feel alone, even those I'm not. Sleep in peace momma.