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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Clifton Barnes, 31 years old, born on October 12, 1979, and passed away on May 13, 2011. We will remember him forever.
October 12, 2023
October 12, 2023
Hey I just wanted to say I still think about .. the love will never die happy birthday
May 14, 2021
May 14, 2021
Hey StepDad i miss you so much words cant describe i wish you were still here im about to be 21❤️
May 13, 2021
May 13, 2021
This is a lovely song Cliff.
The world is crazy! Im sitting here thinking about everybody that left that passed away before their time ,you know DMX now? People checking out before there time off Covid-19. My mom wants me to take the vaccination. I told her last year I was watching the news and started recording the news because it reported that the covid-19 vaccination was man-made and formulated in a Wuhan China laboratory. And besides that I haven't seen my daughter yet I don't have rights to my daughter now still and I got railroaded. The voluntary acknowledgement paternity form rights were abolished 09/09/20 and the judge I had recusal. So I got a substitute just now and he's a corrupted piece of s*** his damn self ,lied on me to Sheriff's dept. and have me facing 12 months in Cook County Jail for harassment via email. I never did that s*** ,I sent evidence proving he's CORRUPT TRASH. Miss You Cliff!
October 13, 2020
October 13, 2020
❤️ To you Cliff and all whom we've lost to soon Much Love ❤️!!!
Well this is what's new with me Cliff;I'm in Court battleling for my rights to my new addition Lyric Young. Now I'm a Father of 2 living and 3 with God. I cry about my 3 babies that are in heaven and all whom are gone to soon at times. I don't like crying nor being depressed so when it happens I blaze up and drink wine and smash random whores for momentary pleasure smh. That's the way I handle negativity in my life, stress,depression, misery. R.I.P Clifton Barnes,Grt Aunt Louise Stofer Green ,Grandma Eve Stofer Young, Adrian, and my 3 babies 1 by the name of Lillian. R.I P ❤️
October 12, 2020
October 12, 2020
Dearest love mom still thinks about you everyday your always on my mind ,I she'll join you one day sooner or later mom here untill then I'll do what you want me to do I will continue to dream about you every night as usual love always THIS IS MOM
October 12, 2020
October 12, 2020
Yo, hermano...Happy Birthday from Earth...'Ey Chino, go get that lol. Love you bro...

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March 17, 2020
March 17, 2020
i love and miss you more everyday.. you were my soul mate
July 7, 2019
July 7, 2019
Cliff Ken is in hospice now. He would talk often about he will see you soon. That time is quite soon! My time will come one day too. I'll see you then. Love, Mom!
May 14, 2019
Yo...Scrub...You died...Spatted...Nah just kidding...Still holdin' it down over here on the earthly realm...Man have I got some stuff to tell you E, and it starts with E too in a related way...Who'd 'ave thunk...See you some day...Til then, love you bro! Oh yeah and, Imran said it's all about charm lol...
April 26, 2019
April 26, 2019
hi cliff dad here miss you but I will joining you soon and you can show mearon the stuff that you do love you and missing you much.
April 26, 2019
April 26, 2019
I don't have much to say today, except I love you and always will!
April 11, 2019
April 11, 2019
Cliff I have 2 of your brothers walking in the flesh on this earth. Tobias and Keith, your 2 brothers, have not yet made since of your passing. Count me in as well. But I love them like no others.
April 11, 2019
April 11, 2019
People say I should be angry with you because you left me in an eternal puddle of tears. I don't know how you REALLY died! Was it an accident,  was it at the hands of someone we least expect, was your death suicide? Whatever the REAL cause, I will find out before I join you in Heaven! You can believe that! HOW did those drugs get into my baby's body for REAL? there was an injection site in the main vein in your arm the medical examiner said. You DID NOT USE DRUGS THAT way! Lord tell me what happened to my Clifton Emmet Barnes Jr. ! How did all the drug perifinailia disappear. A man in a deep coma surely would not have been capable of removing any of that. Tobias, Keith, and I will always love you no matter what we find out, OK? You must always remember that! Love, your Mom!
April 9, 2019
April 9, 2019
Like a sunset dying with the rising of the Moon, you were gone just like that. Like a perfect light just beyond our reach. You were born to inspire, amuse and delight!
March 31, 2019
March 31, 2019
Cliff, I just dropped in to see what condition your condition is in. I know for a fact you feel love like you never felt before, acceptance you couldn't find here, an all round love I couldn't even give you. Mom love to no end! I can't comepete with agape love! I tied with it, though!
March 9, 2019
March 9, 2019
I had a wonderful dream about you last night! I dreamt that your passing was just a nightmare and when I awoke you were just as alive as ever! Wow Cliff it was so real! I love you so much, I hope you knew it all along.  Mom, yours Truly!
March 8, 2019
March 8, 2019
We love you! And you know exactly which ones they are. The one that don't love you when you walked this Earth. I feel sorry for those. As long as we have one another we are rich! After all Money can't buy you real love. From the one who you always knew loves you the most, Mom!
March 3, 2019
March 3, 2019
See Cliff, Deidre still think about you till this very day! I am much better now since that bout with pneumonia I told you about. I still LOVE YOU! I'm not the only one you see! I will see you soon!
March 1, 2019
March 1, 2019
Wow man how has it been? Born to amuse, inspire and delight! You were all the children every where on this Planet. You were all that to me! Your Mom. With all my love, to you! OK?
February 24, 2019
February 24, 2019
Cliff my Darlin' ! You know it sure is windy in Bolingbrook today! How is the weather in Heaven right now? Whish I was with you! Love, Mom!
February 14, 2019
February 14, 2019
Hey baby .. I know you been watching over me .. Everyday gets a little bit easier.. I love you sooo much .. I miss you everyday. Love you forever till we meet again .. Your one and only .. Deidre
February 13, 2019
February 13, 2019
Cliff, I almost followed you straight to Heaven! Not once but twice in two hours! You see on the first death of me I arrived in the emergency actually DOA. Then I was dead on the gurny the second time too! I was going to be with you finally! Modern medicine bought me back. All this happened because I had contracted pneumonia I was a patient at Bolingbrook Hospital. I love you my dearest Cliff. Mom.
January 25, 2019
January 25, 2019
I was very concerned when It seemed like 'I couldn't leave any more messages for you. Well Tobias somehow repaired the problem! He figured out a lot from time to time for me. Thank God for my little Son, I love him more than he would ever comprehend.
January 21, 2019
January 21, 2019
Hello Cliff no one misses you as much as your siblings and myself! Then we all entered in our own private hell when we each heard you had died. We still are suffering. We still don't know how to comfort each other about anything! You, my love know, how to comfort me! If you hadn't contacted me on many occasions by your spirit I wouldn't have been able to function. You know I can even laugh these days! Your loving Mom, Henri.
January 20, 2019
January 20, 2019
Is Tobias alright Cliff? Ken, Keith and myself are wondering where our darling love is! He's supposed to be at Keith's house. Tobias has us real worried. I miss his precence here. I wish he'd call soon! Love, Mom!
January 15, 2019
January 15, 2019
Cliff I'm lost for words today. Today all I can do is cry about you. How you must have felt so sad about how EVERY ONE you knew treated you so badly! For me I am too sorry for all the times I made a big mistake as your Mom when I may have hurt you when I was raising you. I am so sorry Cliff at those times. I know God is the only one that can truly forgive me. I never MEANT to hurt you. I will see you one day in Heaven in person to tell you just how we can now be HAPPY TOGETHER. love, mom.
January 14, 2019
January 14, 2019
I'm ready to go to sleep. I'm wishing I'll dream about you. Mom.
January 13, 2019
January 13, 2019
Yes I'm still grieving after all these years. See how long you'd grieve if your child died. I for one just love you. lots of warm kisses as well. Mom.
January 12, 2019
January 12, 2019
I miss you Cliff, I remember our last conversation cuzo. We haven't seen or spoken to each other in years . I was so happy to speak to you and your mother that day. I regret not coming down to chill .I was going through so much stuff with my marriage/ children . I love you Family . Then later on I ended up having to do a prison bit and that's when you passed while I was doing that bit. That was one of the saddest days of my life hearing that you passed .I wasn't even able to come to your funeral or anything. But since I've been released from prison Tobias and I've been going to a few concerts together and hanging out you know . I was going to go to California with him but I didn't have enough time to get those cheap tickets. But yeah Cliff we drove down to Cleveland Ohio to see Bone Thugs live for his birthday. I still got love for Dennis and his Music he does is good. Im actually a fan but you know he did me real dirty cuzo. I have a belief that everyone that passes and that's in heaven knows what's really going on.looking down you know;they can see what's going on from the heavens .I believe this ,see you Again CLIFTON❤
January 12, 2019
January 12, 2019
Hello Love of my life! Just dropped in to see what condition your condition is in! Love always. Your loving Mom this is your big brother dropping to say hello I lobe you and miss your smile untill we meet again
January 11, 2019
January 11, 2019
Hello Darlin! You know I love you! From Tobias, Keith and I! PS, and a lot of others as well! Your Mom!
January 9, 2019
January 9, 2019
Hi Cliff! You know Tobias Flew out to visit Juan Your Cousin in California today. Tobias will be there for 2 to 4 days with Juan. Tobias will party and have great fun! He will also record and Jam. I am so very happy about all this for Him! Love, Mom! Untill next time!
January 6, 2019
January 6, 2019
Good-night, sweet dreams of mine about you. Love, your Mom.
January 5, 2019
January 5, 2019
I know you are waiting for my arrival. I'll be in Heaven with you as soon as I can! That will happen when the time comes! Just like that! I love you to no end! I am so happy right now,  Tobias and Keith are in the house! They love and miss you like I do! Love, Mom!
January 4, 2019
January 4, 2019
Cliff, Mom can't be on the computer long. You know,  I haven't been feeling good at all recently! Sorry my dear Cliff Mom has to get off now. I love you Cliff! I know you realized that all along.
January 2, 2019
January 2, 2019
I love you like no one ever did! A mom could love you like your own Mom. I was the first and only Mom!
January 1, 2019
January 1, 2019
Cliff, it's the 1st hour or so of 2019! Oh how we love you! I know your brothers love and miss you! Happy New Year! I think of Shannon as often as I think of you! Keep your head up, all of my sons! Living or not. We all just love one another so much!
December 31, 2018
December 31, 2018
Happy New Year Dearest! I am alive for now, finally I feel life all through my self My body Cliff! It took 8yrs for me to wake up from that nightmare that had a grip so tight on me I realized I was dead too. The nightmare of going through every night and, every day feeling the awful pain I felt when I could not reach you before you died that's when the nightmare began! When I got to look at you lifeless, that is the instant I died to right then and there! Your brothers grief and shock has lasted 8yrs I don't when it will end for them the Kind of feelings Your brothers still feel shock and grief, I feel so sorry for Tobias and Keith. All of your wonderful immediate family love and respect and still think of you every day.
December 29, 2018
December 29, 2018
Cliff I believe you were gone too soon! Like a perfect light just beyond our reach!
December 25, 2018
December 25, 2018
Merry x-mas my dear Cliff! Mom still misses You! Till we meet someday in the wild blue yonder, Heaven as we spiritualist like to call where you are. Next time, my love!
December 25, 2018
December 25, 2018
What up bro, I just wanted to take some time out to say Merry Christmas, so that and I love you.
December 21, 2018
December 21, 2018
Mom here! I was just thinking about you. You always protected me from Kens emotional, mental abuse at me! Finally when you grew up you were my savior, thank you my love! It got so extreme Tobias put Ken in his place with some prime words! Mom love you!
December 16, 2018
December 16, 2018
You are like a perfect light just beyond our reach. You are gone to soon! Keith, me, and Tobias, Love you too much and miss you. You know that to be the TRUTH. Love Mom.
December 14, 2018
December 14, 2018
You were like some one borne to amuse to inspire and delight!
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October 12, 2023
October 12, 2023
Hey I just wanted to say I still think about .. the love will never die happy birthday
May 14, 2021
May 14, 2021
Hey StepDad i miss you so much words cant describe i wish you were still here im about to be 21❤️
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October 12, 2019
This would have been your 40th birthday. childhood memories of us spending birthdays together having a blast pass through my mind, Becoming adult's life  pulled us in our own directions. I sure do miss you. Happy birthday Cliff

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