Mommy took you to the Dr because you had a Lil cough and was fussy...the Dr seen you on may 2 at 2:30pm the Dr said you had an ear infection and was a Lil congested. She gave you antibiotic for the ear infection...you acted just fine no fever no nothing just fussy...so later that day (may 2) mommy fed you a bottle and gave you a good bath and you kicked your feet and smiled at me ...mommy got you dressed and cuddled you for a Lil while and it was getting late so I took you upstairs in my room where you slept in you're bassenet  and I layed you down and I layed down myself....well everything seemed fine UNTILL about 5am you're sister Chelsey woke me up wanting chocolate milk in her cup and when I checked on you ...I noticed something wasn't right I even took my hand and rubbed you're tummy hoping that I could get you to move and that it wasn't just my sleepy eyes but it wasn't it was for real I had noticed you was blue around you're mouth and I went crazy !!!! This was the hardest thing I have ever went threw .....we started CPR and they got to our house and worked on you for just a sec and the fireman took off running out the front door with you ...I was right behind them we went to Thomas hospital where they took you in as pediatric cardiac arrest the Hosp worked on you for along time seemed like forever ....they came and told us that if they did get you back you would be brain dead at that point I didn't care I just wanted you back so bad ... So Lil bit went by and here came the whole ER staff in and they said we are so sorry but we was unable to save him ...I just started screaming ...I felt like my whole world just crashed .....I called my mom again and she was out of town I just wanted her to hurry so she drove in fast and she went in to see him with me and all we could do was cry ...at that point I just wanted to die ..but I had 2 other kids that needed me and I know that I had to be here for them ....you're sister that woke me up she was only 3 1/2 at the time she is no 12 and she remembers everything from that morning ....you're brother he was asleep in his crib and was only almost 1 ...this is something that I will never forget its always in my mind I can still see you laying on that Hosp bed ...you had a fever of 104 when they got you to the Hosp and at home you're bed sheets was ringing wet after 4 days of you passing .....they did an autopsy and first the chief medical examiner called me and tryed to rule it as sids but I knew better because I been in the medical field to long and you had a fever so I kinda went off on him and told him I want to know what really happen and he said Ok we will do more testing and call you back well about a month went by and the funeral home called and said they had the dealth certificate and I asked what cause of dealth was and it said acute broncular pneumonia ..so the Dr that seen you not even 24 hours b4 her office was right beside the funeral home and I took her a copy of the death certificate and as I was leaving she said I wish or I should have done a chest xray ...I got a lawyer and she changed her paper work from that day when she left the Hosp the morning be passed she went to her office got rid of the real paper and made up a whole new one ....I had to get all his paper work from the day I found out I was preg till the day he passed and when I got her paper from the day she seen him she put she diagnosed him with bronchitis and that word never came out of her mouth. .so she fixed her papers to cover her so good it worked ..she was a new Dr he was prob her first infant..... She will not even speak or look at me if she sees me ...... She lied and she miss diagnosed him .... Now I have to go to a grave because she didn't do her job....nothing will ever bring him back we miss and love him so much... After the funeral the woman at the funeral home got him out of casket and let my mom...his dad and me (his mom ) hold him ....my heart is forever broke