- 57 years old
- Date of birth: Oct 15, 1956
- Date of passing: Jul 26, 2014
|Let the memory of Colin be with us forever|
"Hello dad how u doing?I miss u so so much and wish I cud just av a big hug from u right now,I've ad some hard times and hope that I've done u proud by sticking to my guns like u taught me too. Renesmae is getting big n heavy bless her,lovely big blue eyes just like Piper has,it wud of been so great if u was still here to give her a big hug from her grandad,u wud love her she's so funny the things she does.piper is getting bigger n older n so clever just like u n Dan,u only av to show her or tell her something n she picks it up n can do it,she's like a sponge that absorbs all information little brain box she is.lol. I know u love me,piper,renesmae anyway n love Dan too,Dan misses u and he hopes he is doing u proud by looking after us three and taking care of us. Time just flies and it seems just like yesterday when I hear a song of urs come on,I remember everything from that day and just really wish I was dreaming and u hadn't gone and u was at home wiv mum n I wud see u tomorrow when I come round. Feels strange without u here,n people think they can be better than u but no one can ever be like u ur the best daddy ever,ur one of a kind there's only one of u nobody can be like u ur unique. Gotta go now but I will message u again soon love n miss u dad everyday loads n loads love u so so much always n forever all over the sky,planets,universe.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"Hello col, so much has happened so far this year , mainly mum not being well and breaking her arm and now needs an op . Thank you for the lovely message that came threw to Peter s lesley, such a lovely message from you, yes it upset me but not in a horrible way though, as I miss you so much, it's not easy living without you, and wish you was still here with me as I've needed you so much with all the stuff that's been going on , I passed on the message to Sophie to, she got so upset to but reassured her bless her . Little renesmae is getting big you would love her, all the grandchildren are growing up so fast it's scary, ellie starts secondary school this September, she s had a hard time bless her, lainey s 5 going on 15 lol, ollie has turned to be a very loving little boy I speak to him about you as I do all of them, they miss you to there lovely grandad bless em. Well got lots to do I like to keep busy otherwise I sit and broad to much love you always and forever jeanethe xxxxxx"
"Hello dad hows it going? I miss you so much everyday,im sorry ive not been up to see you loads lately please don't feel I have forgotten about you because I haven't,ive been struggling abit lately so cudnt afford to drive up to you I did want too. the latest news is ive had another baby girl who we called renesmae meadow waddingham, she is beautiful and I know you would of been watching down on us all that day.mum came in too n saw her being born n held her first so it was a special time for mum which was nice. we did say we wanted to have another baby hopefully a boy then we can call him wyatt colin waddngham after you which wud be lovely but were not too sure at the minute because I keep having things wrong with me during the pregnancies. if the pregnancy went plain sailing then yes I wud love to have another one, it was a busy Christmas at mums with everyone there,mum seemed abit better this time but it wasn't till I spoke to mum that she said she wasn't she just hid it very well like what you used to say,its because she misses you very deeply every day,she just needs a hug from you and just to speak to you again. me and dan miss you every day and so wish I could have one of your big hugs and for you to say everything is ok and will be ok. me,dan,piper,renesmae love you and miss you so so much always n forever all over the stars,planets,universe.lol. I LOVE YOU.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"A lot has happened since I last posted a message, I honoured one of the things you said, you said it's nice to let your female dog have one litter of puppies, so I did colin, Skye had six puppies but sadly the last one born had died, it was very heartbreaking to as I tried everything to help it but couldn't bring it back so now it rests with you, I named him shadow, he was beautiful to, just like the rest of them are, I am keeping one puppy and I've named her angel she s lovely and is Skye s double to. Vicky has had another baby and her name is renesmae she is beautiful and healthy , I went in with vicky when she was born as I didn't see piper born, and was the first person to hold her to, you would be so proud, also to have another granddaughter. Christmas has been and gone and was very hard still, I try to put on a brave face and not to show how sad i really am, as I miss you so so much, Sherry Jeff and the boys came for Christmas for a few days, then Sue and Anthony and Kiki came boxing day for a few days so was very busy and noisey but was nice though. I'm going church Sunday if it's on, it would love to hear from you and make sure your ok, i better try and get asleep as it's 2 clock in the morning again, I love and miss you always xxxxxxx"
"Hello dad the bestest dad in the world,I'm here to wish you a very happy 60th birthday hope ur having a great day up there u deserve it dad. I said to Dan that we should be having a party for u tonight or a meal to celebrate ur birthday but instead were not actually seeing u were just placing flowers,balloons,cards down and speaking to u by a photo it's not right,u were taken from us way way too soon and would rather speak to u in person n give u a hug in person too.I wud love to just wake up n think it's all a dream n when we go to mums ur gonna be there but ur not n it's weird and strange I don't like it,it will never be the same. I wake up n remember everything from the night before n dat day vividly n wish I was dreaming but it's actually true n I'm really sad bout it everyday,n just think I've got to be there for mum now then go home n get my comfort from Dan. Me,Dan,piper,Ryan,renessmae love u so so much always n forever all over the sky,moon,stars,universe.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"Happy birthday colin, hope your having a huge party in heaven for your 60th, with your mum and dad and the rest of the family, huge kisses for you and give your mum a kiss from me, I know you struggled when you lost her especially on your birthday bless you. Skye s only got a week or so left to have her puppies, I hope your happy about , I'm sure you would be, make sure your watching when she has them and help me please I love you with all my heart and miss you loads God bless love you always xxx"
"So today daddy is your 60th birthday , we should be throwing you a party, or taking you on a special trip to celebrate, Instead all I can do is take a ballon or some flowers to where you rest. How is that fair? You know some days I feel like I'm coping with it all, but then reality hits me like a truck, and I'm back to square one, my heart breaks all over again, I don't see how one organ can take so much! Just one of your favourite songs or something that reminds me of you , takes me back ! Happy Birthday daddy, I hope your having fun up there. I love and miss you all the world and more xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"A man done good, looked after my Netty, you deserve an extra scoop Colin, rest in peace, never forgotten"
"Ello dad I miss you so much,could do with a nice hug n a chat bout everything, mum misses you so much and me and Dan try to do everything we can to help her,hope ur proud of everything were doing and hope your proud of me of what I've been doing. Still can't believe ur not here still feels like your gonna be at home And I will see you when I go to see mum but your not there.love u and miss u loads n loads.Dan,piper,n the baby love u n miss you too.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"Ello again colin, I've been very busy at home doing the kitchen , I was told by a medium that you have been watching as I do this huge project , I have to keep busy other wise I think to much , but I am tired , it's times like these I need you just to give me a cuddle even , could really do with a cuddle to right now, I loved you so much , it wasn't your time to go I feel cheated , what about our plans we had I can't do them now, cos there s only half of me the other half is you so don't know what to do for the best .love you with all my heart xxxxxxxx"
"Another hard day today,I miss you so much colin, can't believe it's two years already, sometimes it only seems like yesterday, I love and miss you every day, god bless love you always xxxx"
"Ello again colin, it's gonna be two years in a couple or so days, sometimes it feel like yesterday, and reliving that horrible day, why was you taken from me, I feel alone and cheated, life's so unfair. I wasn't ready to say goodbye to you, your supposed to be here with me, I'd give anything to have one more day with you or even a few minutes, so I could tell you I love you again, but I know that can't happen, I will speak to you in a couple of days, love you always colin xxxxxxx"
"Hiya dad I can't believe it's going to be nearly two years already, I never forget the day it happened I remember giving u a kiss while u was sat on the sofa at the house and then I left and said see you tomorrow and went home then I get woken up to laura ringing my house phone and Dan answered and gave the phone to me and said that you had passed and I fell on to the bed and screamed and cried unconditionally and then went to the hospital to see you and cudnt still believe it was you coz u looked like u was just asleep and cudnt take it in,it's still hard to believe that I won't see you again.miss you loads n loads.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"Not looking forward to my birthday, as it will two years since I lost you, there s not a day goes by when I think about you, and that dreadful morning I lost you, my life is nothing without you, don't know how I'm carrying on, just doing lots of things in the house to stop me going insane. Noone understand s exactly how I feel apart from mum and my friend chrissy, as she lost her husband to. I miss you so so much and would love one of your cuddles, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you passed, every day I beat myself up cos of not being there, and I should of been, I find it so upsetting to think you was alone when you died, i find that really hard to deal with, and not saying I love you when you went in the ambulance, I didn't know that would be the last time I saw you alive, I thought it was just another bad infection and you would come home in a couple of days, but that didn't happen, my whole world came crashing down that day when I lost you, love you always and forever"
"This is all I can do is write message s to you, but just so wish I could tell you in person how I feel, I just feel so lost without you, because you wasn't just my husband were you, we spoke about everything together, a lot of times I just sit here talking to myself, as noone understand s exactly how I feel, and I don't get to see a lot of people really, so it's very lonely, I feel sometimes that I'm cracking up, and not feeling well and I have noone here, it's these times to I feel very lonely, as all I need is a big hug from you, so I am just lost. I love you always xx"
"my heart feels so empty because your not here with me, theres so much we all had planned to do together, still cant believe you are not here,feels like it was yesterday and its not fair you was taken from us. I miss you so so much everyday and it hurts so bad. I will never ever forget you because you was my dad,the best in the world irreplaceable. the best dad in the whole entire world and all over the moon and stars. love you dad so so much.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
"Love n miss u loads xxx"
"Been thinking of you so much, and miss you so very much, it's so hard living without you by my side,and a lot of times I need a huge hug from you, my life is not the same anymore, and the thought that I wasn't with you when you passed, is on my mind constantly, that you was alone, as I know you hated being on ya own at times, just so wish I could turn back time, I love you with all my heart, and I say this to your picture every night before I go to sleep, sleep tight love you always till we meet again xxx"
"It still feels like a bad dream, and your going to come walking threw the door, I know that's not gonna happen and it hurts so much inside, and getting my head around the fact I'm never going to see you again, hurts even more.i loved you so much, you shouldn't of been taken, it wasn't your time, we had so many plans together, I feel I've been robbed of our happiness together. Godbless love you always xxxxx"
"Much love and thoughts to you Colin, wish I had met you like I have your wife, she misses you deeply , you will always be in her heart, xxxx"
"To this day I still can't believe you are gone. You are forever in my thoughts. You are deeply missed.
Love Sherry xx"
"Sadly missed you mate nobody to sell stuff too"
"It broke my heart when I found out you died I miss you always I love you uncle Colin"
"Gone but won't be forgotten"
"My heart is broken, it will never heal! I miss you so much it's unreal! I love you forever and always! Always on my mind, forever in my heart xxxxxx"
"Love n miss u big big much xxx"
"Love you always and forever xxx"
"I hope I have made you proud dad by everything I have done so far, Im just being myself . Love you so so much and miss you loads. Until we meet again dad godless.xxxxxx"
"I miss you everyday dad and so wish you was here to give me one of your big lovely hugs and lovely chats, so wish you here it feels weird without you here. I will never forget you because that's just not possible to do because you are irreplaceable dad. Love you so much always and forever.xxxxxxxxxxxx"
"Love ya & miss ya loads gone but never forgotten love ya Colin"
"There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you grandad, hope I have made you proud of me on what I have achieved in the past year and a half❤ I love you❤"
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