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His Life

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April 6, 2016

I hope colins proud of me for doing the things I've done, but I only learned from colin,  we used to do jobs together at home, but now I have to do them all myself, in which I have,I've done bricking plastering, taking out fireplace s, been hard work on me own, but I did it, so am pleased with myself x

My colins life.

April 6, 2016

Colin was born on October 15 1956, to Joan and Peter wright,colin was one of seven children, he was the eldest child. Colins upbringing was happy, he spent a lot of time with his grand parents whom he loved very much.He went to Woolwich poly school for boys, and did very well for himself, he left school and did a number of jobs, but his last job took him to the top started in medical records at guys hospital,  from there he moved up and up to become manager of the kidney renal unit, in which he loved, I met him just before that stage, he worked very hard in his job, which took him all over the country some places I went with him. The patients became like his family and were very lovely people, so he built like a bond with them, he worked for guys over 17 years, and ended up getting made redundant, but he was already suffering a blind illness, clinical depression,  which is not a nice illness for anyone to suffer.But before all this we ended up getting married on the 18th of October 1980, we had three lovely daughters whom colin loved very much laura Victoria and amanda,  our family was complete, we settled down to family life, I couldn't of wished for a better husband, he wasn't just my husband he was my soul mate and best friend,  we spoke openly about anything,  and that's how we brought up our girls to,  to be open, and could ask us anything, and we would guide them in the best way we could.We also had six grandchildren, Sophie ellie lainey ollie ryan and piper, whom we both adored. We lived in London, then eventually moved to skegness in the year 2000, it's much calmer less crazy part of the country,  and people were very friendly to.Colin ended up getting copd,  in which he battled with for a few years, he had an operation in 2012 on his lung as was very bad, but whilst having the op they cut his vocal chord, as it was a delicate operation,  so now he didn't have a voice either, things just went from bad to worse,he was told the operation was to help him which in fact it made him worse, struggling to breathe,  then on the morning of the 26th of July 2014my birthday I lost him, my whole world fell apart,this day I was supposed to celebrate with him my birthday, but instead it was shock disbelieve that I had lost him, so things would never be the same again, our girls lost there dad there hero,  our grandchildren lost there grandad, and trying to explain where he had now gone now to them was very difficult, so now is 2016,  in our house, I feel very alone even with people there its wasn't the same, I'd lost not only my husband my soul mate my best friend my everything,  so it's very hard still, and miss him so much, but I have such good family and friends that help me when needed, or a shoulder to cry on, which is quite a lot.