I love and miss so much it hurts, I asked you in a prayer to watch over ellie as she was so very poorly in hospital, she has started to pick up now, as it was so frightening to see her like that but glad she getting stronger in hospital, I love you, godbless xx

Today is when our little grandson gets christened, I feel sad cos your not here to be part of the celebration, but I hope you are watching from above colin love and miss you always xx

I used to go some weekends clubbing and I remember I always used to wear short skirts or short tops and you used to say I hope your putting a jacket on or that tops abit low ain't it.it was so lovely and funny coz you was being a protective parent but what I loved when I went out clubbing was that I knew that everytime I went out and come home I knew you was still awake coz u never went to sleep until I was in and in bed which I thought was soo lovely and protective of you like a parent shud be and I loved you for that.miss u loads everyday love u always n forever.xxxxx 

Conlin used to go out every thursday night with the boys,he came home one particular night, after being out with Darren Boden Bruce and few others, colin was lagging when he got home, I d gone to bed,  but always stayed awake till he got home to make sure he was ok, well he had come to bed, I was awake lol, he went to the bathroom then got into bed snoring his head of where he had been drinking, I drifted of, but woke when I felt colin get up, thought what is he doing, he went to the bottom of the bed and went to go a toilet,I shouted lol what ya doing, he said I'm going a toilet,  I said ya not in the toilet, he went to piss on my feet, was soo funny, I told him the next day, and he couldn't remember a thing lol, but we did laugh alot about it xx.

I remember we all used to have a games night or cards night, but if we played a game we all used to end up laughing and joking around, and accusing you of cheating lol,was funny,and cards we used to go to our friends sue and Anthony s lodge we used to play lots of cards games, and you used to say, is this get colin time, as everyone would try and stop you from winning, we used to laugh so much when we went there, was like home from home,my face used to hurt where we laughed so much,then on one accasion we all went to bed, and I was nodding of, I turned over and fell out of bed, where the beds were tiny lol, we did laugh, and sue and Anthony were pissing there self's with laughter,  some really good times we had xx