Colin 18 years ago you left us so much has happened since you left lots of good things and a few bad things that you would have sorted out if you where here. You are forever in my thoughts and in my heart and will always be my big brother ❤️

Another heavenly Birthday for you Col. 66 years old today and 16 heavenly Birthdays another year another day but still the same ache in my heart. I still miss you so much. ,❤️

Another year has passed since you left us 16 years ago I can remember that phone call and that night watching the paramedics trying to revive you like it was yesterday. It changed my life.. The pain in my heart doesn't ease it just moves over enough to allow me to live a little each day. Sending lots of heavenly hugs to you Colin and Mum and Dad miss you all so much.. You all stay in my heart and thoughts till we meet again 

Colin 15 years ago you left us so suddenly. I have just put flowers at your resting place time doesn't heal I can remember that day like it was yesterday. I take comfort in the fact that you and Mum and Dad are now together. I miss you all so much and wish I could see you all please send me a sign to show you are near xxxxx

I have needed you so much these last few years losing my big brother was the hardest thing ever losing my Mum was horrendous but she wasn't afraid to die cos she new you would come for her then I lost my Dad who was forced to go against my wishes he also had seen you and new you would be waiting for him it gives me comfort to now you can all be together on your BIRTHDAY I just wish I could have just one day with us all together I now if you was still here you would have looked after me and supported me when I needed you I miss you all so much it still hurts time heals nothing you just learn to live with the pain. Shine bright my amazing lovely family I will always love you with all my heart..

13 yrs tomoz dad i still miss u like crazy at least you all together again with nan and grandad just been showing the kids pictures and talking about you wish you got to meet them all you would of loved them u will always be in my heart and mind love you dad xx

You would not believe how much Dad and I need you in our lives right now someone we could rely on and trust with his Care would be such a relief. I would love to be able to pick up the phone and wish you Happy Birthday I know Mum would be making a big fuss of you with Black Forest gateau and prawn cocktail. I miss you both so much xxx

U was taken away from us to early we were not ready for u to go but heaven needed an u more what i would giver to have u for one more day just to give u that last hug or to say I loved u and good bye that I never got to say it hurts so much when I think about you but at least i have all my memory we shared together and the laughs and fun we had at least u got me nan and with u now so u can party up there together its been 12 yrs tomoz and it still feels like yesterday they say it gets easy how and when is all I ask u will always be in my heart and in my thoughts forever I love you dad make sure u and me nan party hard and cause mayhem xxxxx love u for ever xcxxc

Happy fathers day I miss you so much it hurts u are always in my heart and thoughts love you always xxxx

It's comeing up to your anniversary of the day you fell a sleep and become the brightest star in the sky I love and miss you every day .you are always in my heart and my thoughts love u dad xxx

Thank you for being the best grandad you could be for the short amount of time that I knew you , but from the amazing memories I have from just 4 years i know that if I knew you from all this time you would of been and still are the best grandad there ever was xx miss you and love you loads

I cannot tell you how many times I have wished you hadn't gone that night all the things you have missed all the things you should have been a part of weddings births parties even deaths you should have been there for them all I miss you so much as my brother never new pain like it when you went people say it gets easier but it doesn't you just learn to live with the pain the only comfort I now get is that mum has now joined you and I know you will look after each other and you are both free of pain and worry xxx ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND THOUGHTS AND ALWAYS WILL BE TILL WE MEET AGAIN XXXX