Hey mommy , so I’ve had a lot going on recently and I just wish you were here to help me get through it , they found a lump in my right breast and told me it was cancerous.. I was so scared all I could do was cry I went straight to Jana’s and she’s really been my rock through it all , sometimes I feel like only me and her remember you we always talk about you , we miss you so much . I know your always around me I just wanna feel you or hear your voice one more time . Please watch over me during all of this I’m so scared and i just wish you were here to help me be a little bit stronger , I’ll always be your baby girl and I’ll forever keep your name alive . I love you ma save a spot for me