my heart will never not carry the weight of the world. you were more than my big brother, you were my whole world. i still feel lost without you but im trying to rebuild my own world, one i so badly wish you were here to see. i know youre probably up there thinking im being silly but it hurts, i love you badly con and it hurts. i wish you could come back home

Connor its been so long but I will always think about you.. still feel guilty that you moved from liverpool back to london i wanted to move with you... I'll always love you connor .. not alot of lads like you.. love you so much