I have tried to write to you so many times every time I do my eyes cover my phone in tears ,you are the love of my life I’m so lost with out you , life will never be the same with out you in it , not hearing that laugh your infectious energy , you really have gave me the best memories, I’m sorry I never made you proud but I will , I miss your smile your smell your touch that biffy finger I always loved and you thought I was nuts, I look for you in my dreams I pray so hard to just feel you round me , our baby milow is still as spoilt and I no you wouldn have it any other way, I still can’t believe your gone connor I would do any thing for you to hold me just one last time my heart will never let you go you are one true legend I no we will see each other again all my love for ever and always your girl ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️