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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Conrad Iklaki, 20 years old, born on June 19, 1996, and passed away on August 27, 2016. We will remember him forever.
October 23, 2019
October 23, 2019
Pretty boy like I always call you, I miss you, the conversation, the jokes, your smile, how you made light of every situation. I love you but God loves you me, keep resting udim❤️
September 11, 2019
September 11, 2019
The pain never goes away no matter how hard we try. You're a rare gem sweetie. I pray your soul continues to rest in peace.
August 27, 2019
August 27, 2019
3 long years guy! I remember today, 3 years ago and how bleak our hearts were and how cold we shivered and how dark the sky was when the news of your demise hit our ears. I remember mum saying, 'this ground has swallowed, but this one is a mistake'..... Until last year when we lost ABU, you were our biggest blow, I still shudder at the thought of your untimely passage. Continue to rest in perfect peace boy! We loved you, we still do, but of course, your Creator loves you most.
August 27, 2019
August 27, 2019
Ashi boo, it’s been three years... three very long yet very short years.... l’m honestly not sure how I feel. It feels like you were just here yesterday so how’s it been three years already? But it also feels like you’ve been gone so long that I can’t believe it’s only been three years...I guess I just miss you so much.. I’m still living the dream udim...well I guess I’m trying my best to. I love and miss you everyday Ashi... everyday. Continue to soar our little angel... Love you forever! Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
August 25, 2019
August 25, 2019
I miss you udim... Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
August 15, 2019
August 15, 2019
Hey babes
Sorry I haven’t written you for sometime now. There’s a lot happening and I really miss you ❤️ Please keep watching over me ❤️ I love you always ❤️❤️
June 19, 2019
June 19, 2019
Ashi boo....I just got the same uber driver from last night who told me about angels and he remembered me and said I’m special and that my angels are always around me with or without the full moon...I’m going to bed with a smile...happy birthday again udim....your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
June 19, 2019
June 19, 2019
Hey Babe☺️ Happy birthday my darling❤️23....the years keep going by...today I made a decision to be happy, to consciously make an effort...it worked till few mins ago...I knew me putting do much efforts was all pretence she’s back....I miss you happy birthday my love❤️❤️Keep smiling down on me I love you❤️
June 19, 2019
June 19, 2019
Today would have marked your 23rd birthday buh rn i know you're wining and dining with the Lord... Continue to rest in bosom of the Lord ❤ ✨. Happy Birthday Boy wherever you are.. Your memories live on
June 19, 2019
June 19, 2019
Oh it would have been your 23rd today “Iklaki Shey”. We all miss your beautiful heart and your fine face too. Keep resting in the bosom of the Lord.
June 19, 2019
June 19, 2019
Angels actually do not belong on this earth, you were an angel i miss you everyday.....Happy birthday Udim❣️
June 19, 2019
June 19, 2019
Happy birthday Ashi boo!!! Today is a full moon and according to my uber driver, angels come out when there’s a full moon...i smile at the thought of that...Udim I still haven’t met anyone that matches your fly...I miss you soooo much udim. Here’s to another year of turning up with the angels! I’m sure everyday’s a vibe for you now but today we celebrate you my darling...happy birthday Ashi boo! No one does it like you....Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
June 18, 2019
June 18, 2019
I’ve tried to stop myself from doing a countdown to your birthday but I guess old habits really do die hard....I miss you soooo much udim....I’ll be back tomorrow to wish you a happy birthday...your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
June 17, 2019
June 17, 2019
I was thinking about you today, i never really understood what it felt like to loose someone so close until we lost you, ill always miss you Ashi, and i am really sorry for not doing this as often as i should.
Continue to rest in Christ Jesus
May 14, 2019
May 14, 2019
Ashi boo....things are working out... Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
March 30, 2019
March 30, 2019
Ashi boo, there’s nothing new to tell so I’m just gonna remind you of how much I miss you udim... I really hope you’re proud... I’ll keep pushing, I promise. Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
February 10, 2019
February 10, 2019
Ashi boo, Davido’s one of a kind randomly played on my Spotify and I can’t explain the emotions I felt in that moment...I was sad but happy. I was sad coz it reminded me of how crazy I was when the video dropped and you went through the stress of looking for it, downloading it and sending it to me on BBM just so I could stop disturbing your ears.... Yet I was happy coz that’s another memory of you I have to hold unto. I miss you udim... I really do. Forever your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
January 12, 2019
January 12, 2019
Ashi boo, I need things to work out...I’m so scared...Too much is happening ❤️❤️❤️
January 11, 2019
January 11, 2019
Things keep happening and I wish I could tell you about them and more ...I miss you more than I realise ❤️
December 31, 2018
December 31, 2018
I need to try to live...2018 went by in hours of confusion...I have no idea where all the time went cause I feel was too busy not knowing what was wrong with me. Turns out I still have not discovered what’s wrong...I have lived everyday this year because it came I forgot how to be grateful for life..I had so many realities hit me...it’s been the toughest year for me so far...I need to stop existing, I feel like I spent so much time thinking about others, I gave so much love I forgot to love myself... I had no genuine happy moments but somehow I had a lot of photographs that convey happiness. I want to start living.
all this conversations I wanted to have with you as everything happened but....I miss you
I love you always Conrad ❤️
December 31, 2018
December 31, 2018
Ashi boo, we’ve come to the end of another year. 2018 was honestly a very challenging year for me. However, I promised myself that as long as I’m still here, I’ll keep fighting. Thanks again for being so amazing that memories of you alone brightened up so many days. Let’s crush 2019 together brother! Forever your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
December 4, 2018
December 4, 2018
Ashi boo, tomorrow’s my dad’s 15th remembrance and I’m anything but fine... 15 whole years udim? I miss him so much and I’m not exactly sure what I miss...I guess it’s all of it... I hope you’ve met him and told him how much I continue to miss him... I love you both....forever your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
November 17, 2018
November 17, 2018
Ashi boo, I need you to tell me “I’ve got this” coz I really need it.... You always told me to listen to Swedish House Mafia’s ‘Don’t you worry child,’ it just doesn’t feel the same. But I still believe that heaven’s got a plan for me so I’ll keep holding on.... I miss you so much udim. Forever Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
November 13, 2018
November 13, 2018
Hey babe
I really do miss you,
Life is getting really busy and hard
I feel its unfair saying this to you but i will still let you know all that's going on
I thought it would get easier but it gets harder
Its hitting me more with no time at all to communicate
But i am still trying to push on
For sometime i haven't spoken to you
I miss you darling
I Love you Conrad
November 4, 2018
November 4, 2018
Ashi boo, I really wish I could call you right now... I miss you.... Your Benyin❤️❤️❤️
October 11, 2018
October 11, 2018
Ashi boo, I just got back from Ottawa, where I went to renew my passport. All through my return trip, I kept thinking about how much we bashed Nigeria for all the stress I had to go through in January 2014 just for the same renewal. It's crazy to think that I can't rant to you this time... But I wanted to let you know that the services have really improved though, I got my passport in two and a half hours! I couldn't believe it! On days like this, I miss you even more udim... Love always, your Benyin❤️❤️❤️
August 27, 2018
August 27, 2018
I wrote to you two days ago but it makes a lot of sense to write to you again. Two years and your memory is as strong as ever! It's taking me a lot of willpower not to dissolve in tears today. I wish I could rewrite your fate. You deserved so much more years than you got. Keep resting love, keep resting. God be with you till we meet again.
August 27, 2018
August 27, 2018
Ashi, I can't remember the day we met but I can definitely remember the day you became my family. You were the most level headed and reasonable person I knew. You were a mediator and I can't remember the number of times you stood by me. It's been two years already and so much has changed but the hurt remains the same. No, I still haven't cried my little angel. I still cannot bring myself to do it. I still demand my closure. If we could write our fate, I'd definitely rewrite yours. Ah! You had so much promise.
Now, I'll not always remember the day of your death but I'll never forget the day of your birth because it means more to me that I knew you. I refuse to agree that you're gone. You're still here with us, fused with the energy of the earth.Be boundless, be timeless... I love you forever.
August 27, 2018
August 27, 2018
They say distance makes some vibes stronger and the eternal distance between you and I is good proof of that. Today is the second anniversary of your demise and coincidentally, Manchester United played on this same day back then.
I don't know how to put the words in my heart down so I guess I'll just settle for an R.I.P because that's the best gift I can bequeath to your memory.
Be safe, Iklaki, be safe, strong man.
Till we meet to part no more.
August 27, 2018
August 27, 2018
Two whole years udim... words fail me... how is this not ending? How is this reality? I miss you udim....forever Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
August 26, 2018
August 26, 2018
Ashi boo, the tears have started already. I've cried more today than I have in the past year. Two whole years udim??? I guess we're stronger than we know. The foundation fed some street kids today, I'm trying so hard to do what you wanted udim. I have promised to let your light shine, this was our dream and with the help of our friends, you will live forever. I love you baby brother...I miss you so much it hurts. Love always, Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
August 25, 2018
August 25, 2018
For weird reasons I thought a lot of you today. We had our last conversation 7 days before you passed on and you swore we were going to see soon, the instant you got to lagos you promised. I'm not one for regrets but I regret not making time out for you everytime you came to Nigeria. You gave friendship a whole different meaning Iklaki sheyyyy. I miss you and sometimes it's still difficult wrapping my head around the fact that youre gone. I miss picking up my phone and hearing you complain about school. No one calls me Cat woman or halley berry anymore Iklaki.
It will be two years on Monday that you passed on my darling , but I hope you are having a swell time with the angels .
Love, Moyo❤
August 10, 2018
August 10, 2018
Ashi boo, 2 years ago, you were home. You complained about the Nepa problem same day that year, we talked about how badly we needed to see soon.... anyway I’m not here to whine... I just need you to know that everything still feels like a dream, I think I still believe you’re lost somewhere and you’re yet to find your way home. I miss you udim but I’m okay. I’m in a good place. I’m not as optimistic as I used to be but I’m learning not to chase people away...love you always baby brother....Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
June 19, 2018
June 19, 2018
Ashi boo, happy second birthday in heaven darling! Happy 22nd! Days like this prove that you’re truly irreplaceable and no matter how sad I get, I still want June 19th to remain ‘Ashi’s day.’ I love you baby brother, may heaven celebrate you in unimaginable ways today. Happy 22nd baby boy! Love always, Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018
Ashi boo, we both know how bad I keep fighting the urge to post anything. I miss you udim and this week has been pretty tough. I got through my second birthday without you and it wasn't half as bad as last year but I still kept waiting for that FaceTime call that never came. Now it's time for the usual countdown to your day brother, I can't stop myself from doing it even though I'm not sure what I'm counting down to anymore... Stay fly udim...your Benyin loves you always ❤️❤️❤️
April 15, 2018
April 15, 2018
Hey darling,
been a while we spoke i can't even give the excuse of been busy, i haven't just been okay communicating with you generally. still trying to sort myself out but then i really miss you.
today is being really weird, i have tried to stop myself from posting here for so long but i just could't hold it in.
i still break down at the most random moments when i least expect.
i still pretend to be strong from time to time and i also do feel strong on certain occasions.
a lot has happened in my life this past months i really wish i could pour out everything to you but then i have to keep it all in.
time keeps going
many things and the smallest things happen and bring flashes of memories of you
i have tried so hard to forget but i keep failing no matter how hard i try
keep you signs coming babe
i miss you so much babe.
i love you so much Conrad
Endurance
this form messages was never our thing sorry am not use to writing this letters to you yet.....
March 29, 2018
March 29, 2018
Ashi boo, there’s so much I want to tell you. March turned out to be a pretty good month. I’m super grateful for some people in my life and I think I’m even more grateful for those that have had my back even behind my back (lol..we both would’ve laughed at that) I’ve been making some super scary decisions recently but if there’s one thing I’ve learned from all of this, it’s that when you used to say “YOLO my Benyin” you were absolutely right. So I’m going to live my best life and not keep waiting for the future. I love and miss you udim....Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
February 26, 2018
February 26, 2018
Ashi boo, this weekend was one of the tough ones. Last week was such a hard week. I missed you so much udim. You were everywhere I looked. I spoke to someone named Conrad and i don’t think I heard anything he said. I just kept imagining our endless chats and how time is still moving without you. I miss you so much udim...I have so much to tell you...I know you probably know already but we both know that you love getting gossip from your Benyin. I’ll keep holding up and chasing true happiness...love you forever...Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
January 27, 2018
January 27, 2018
Ashi boo, today the 27th is coincidentally a Saturday and it makes it 17 months without you. Udim so much has happened...I feel like I’m so different...even my approach to life has changed. I guess I had to grow up at some point, I had to learn that life is not always as rosy. Sometimes the ones we love the most leave us and it hurts everyday but we don’t give up. I had to learn that I’m stronger than I ever imagined and that living in the moment is really important. I had to run away from all but still find solace in the only place true solace is...God’s arms. Udim I miss you everyday...I know you see me and I hope you’re happy with the change so far...would I say I’m completely happy? Probably not...happy is a huge word...but I’m getting there! I love you always....Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
December 31, 2017
December 31, 2017
Ashi boo, sitting here at a crossover concert, listening to Don Moen, Kirk Franklin and more perform and I’m beyond grateful because 2017 was quite an eye-opener. I’m glad because I have no doubt in my heart that you’re in a better place. You are so alive in my heart and that’s all that matters now. Just like last year udim, I’m loving and missing you into 2018. Let’s kill this year baby brother. I love you always ❤️❤️❤️
December 13, 2017
December 13, 2017
Hey babes,
its coming to the end of another year,
my promise to myself is kinda working
i do not cry as i usually did no more
but i still miss you
thats one thing i know will never stop
I miss you so much Mr
its really crazy that this was one our every day line to each other
but is the only line i can use now
i really do miss you darling
the tears pass but this feeling never does.
December 2, 2017
December 2, 2017
Ashi boo, it’s december again. Christmas is almost here and unlike last year, it does feel a bit like it. I think a part of me is slowly getting used to not getting any notifications from you...I miss you udim. You have an amazing crew down here and i hope you can see how much we love and miss you. Love you always...Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
November 18, 2017
November 18, 2017
Ashi boo, it’s been a while we talked on here but we both know I’ve talked to you every blessed day. Life has been an adventure lately and every passing day, I just wish you were truly one call away. I wish you could help me make certain decisions right now udim, I just keep trying to imagine what you’d have said but I never seem to get it right. I miss you baby brother.... Unimke Agiang’s birthday just passed and I missed you so much that day, I broke down a couple of times and I’m sorry udim. I’m keeping my promise and trying to live my best life. This one’s truly for me and you...here’s to making those dreams come true. Love you always, Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
October 29, 2017
October 29, 2017
Every time I get asked “Do you still love him?”
My reply is “yes I do and I think I always will”
But I never say my reason for that reply
I just think to myself in silence
“We never quite made it to lovers, we got really close but we never got there and because the flame of our love was never lit there’s nothing to blow out...we were just two matches that never got to set the fire so without the flame there’s no smoke to clear...so how will I possibly stop loving you when I never got the chance to love you” thanks for the best 18months of my life.
I really miss you ❤️
October 9, 2017
October 9, 2017
Ashi boo, it's been a while. I'm back in Canada and nothing feels right. I miss home so much and I think I know why....I'm so far away from home that I'm scared that I'm missing out on everyone's lives. I miss our friends because together, we share more memories of you....I miss you udim....but I don't cry as much anymore. The foundation is real now and I still can't believe it. We did this udim...thanks for believing in me..I love and miss you even more everyday....Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
September 21, 2017
September 21, 2017
Ashi boo, I know I've been gone for a while. I tried to let myself enjoy life again, I tried not to think of the negative things but to rejoice and be grateful for the many blessings. I miss you udim and there's a piece of you everywhere I look. There's so much that reminds me of you but I smile more than I cry when I see those things. I know you're happy udim, I know you're even more amazing coz you were already aging like fine wine in all aspects of life...you are even more of a super hero to me now. Keep doing amazing things udim...we will meet to part no more. I'll be back here soon....love you always... Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
August 28, 2017
August 28, 2017
Really it's a whole year since u left and it just feels like yesterday... I rememhber the last time we met I had just come back from my football academy.U said "Bro go make that money come make we chop"...I'm working very hard to make dat money bro... I miss you man,we all miss you. I love you blood
August 28, 2017
August 28, 2017
Its been a whole year knowing I won't get to see you again till the after life. I'm certain you're resting peacefully with our big man up in the skies & smiling right down at us. Its difficult to forget your smiling face & those funny ears. I do miss you bro, & you'll forever be remembered. Rest well Ashi.
August 27, 2017
August 27, 2017
Ashi boo, it's been a whole year without you...I guess we made it. We are still here and still fairly sane...you know it hasn't been easy though. This has unarguably been the toughest year of my life but I made it through. Udim, thanks for believing in me, thanks for trusting me enough to share so many memories with me, thanks for giving me so much to look forward to, thanks for bringing so many amazing people into my life...thanks for even those things I cannot whisper....you taught me what it meant for a friend to turn into family in such a short period. Udim, I'm pretty certain I'd never find a love as innocent as yours, but I guess deep down I really don't want to...that's an Ashi and Oby thing...sleep on baby brother....I love you always....Your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
August 26, 2017
August 26, 2017
Ashi boo, it's technically been a year since you left us. Saturdays have never been the same since then...I'm so scared udim...I could barely sleep last night... you mean I'm still waking up to this? This thing isn't a joke??? Your Benyin needs you udim...❤️❤️❤️
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Conrad Iklaki (Flame)

Gone for Seven (7) Years!

Dear little brother, you're forever missed.

You lived a good life and made your own contribution to the earth.

I have fond memories of you and our time at Saint Patrick's College (SPACO). Although a class below me, we connected so much. Your calm, collected and organized demeanour spoke volumes.

I remember how you'd fondly call me "RSP something " and share your contagious cute smile. Flame!!!! I admired your courage and comportment. Many memories stroll through my mind... like the day you were appointed Senior Prefect for your set. It was a wonderful accomplishment. I remember when you'll stroll into my domitory room to have a brief chat and rob minds on how to go about your leadership.

It's unfortunate that you the "Last Enemy Death caught up with you in your Youth (1 Cor 15 vs 26 - 28). You were a perfect young gentleman with a promising future ahead. And I'll plead with the creator to kindly include you in the resurrection (John 5 vs 25 - 29).

Rest on Romanian Doctor Conrad Iklaki, while We carry on the the events under the Sun with you in our hearts.

Adeiu Flame!

Lots of Love Little Brother


August 27, 2023
August 27, 2023
Seven years have passed since we bid farewell to a remarkable soul, Iklaki. As we gather to pay tribute to their memory, we are reminded of the profound impact they left on our lives. Though time may move forward, the indelible mark they left behind remains steadfast in our hearts.

Iklaki possessed a unique blend of qualities that made them unforgettable. Their infectious laughter could brighten even the gloomiest days, spreading joy like wildfire. With a heart full of compassion, they extended a helping hand to anyone in need, embodying the spirit of empathy that we all aspire to emulate.

In their pursuit of knowledge, Iklaki was an unwavering seeker of wisdom. Their insatiable curiosity drove them to explore the world, both within and beyond, unraveling the mysteries of existence. They were a true embodiment of lifelong learning, inspiring those around them to never stop growing.

But it was in their relationships that Iklaki truly shone. Friendships were sacred to them, treasured bonds they nurtured with unwavering dedication. Their ability to listen without judgment and offer solace in times of despair made them a pillar of strength for all who were fortunate enough to know them.

As we reflect on Iklaki's life, let us not dwell on the pain of their absence, but rather celebrate the beauty of the moments we shared. Let us honor their memory by continuing the legacy of kindness, compassion, and insatiable curiosity they embodied. In a world that often seems tumultuous, let us carry forward the lessons they taught us – to be a beacon of light for others and to live life with unbridled enthusiasm.

Though they may no longer walk beside us, their spirit remains woven into the fabric of our lives. Iklaki's legacy serves as a gentle reminder that our time here is limited, urging us to make the most of every moment and leave behind a positive impact on the world, just as they did.

Rest in peace, dear Iklaki. Your memory will forever be a source of inspiration and love.
August 27, 2023
August 27, 2023
Ashi boo,
It’s been seven years since you left. I spent most of yesterday trying to imagine what your life may have been like if you were here. In all possible scenarios, you were insanely successful! I really wish the world witnessed your greatness…That’s something that will forever hurt.
Keep guiding us down here udim…I miss you so much bro…forever your Benyin ❤️❤️❤️
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