Hey big brother, this is our 14th year celebrating your birthday without you , idk where to begin as I’m at lost of words.. you’ve changed our lives since you left and I’m still learning how to cope with the fact that you’re not coming back, I always have this feeling of what if we could just take that day away, what if we had more time together.. you're 24 now and everyone is always talking about you. We love you so much and we all miss you down here. I need you more then anything some days, but I’ll see you again soon and hopefully be able to talk to you again. I miss your voice and you always picking on me.. I love you so much, don’t have too much fun up there without the rest of us. Until we meet again