February 10
February 10
I know today isn't the anniversary of your passing, in fact I was having the worst day that day. Obviously not worst than you, you died that day, but I've been having a hard time, I've been mad at you. I think to myself why did you have to be such a stubborn woman? Why not just take better care of yourself? It was all avoidable. You should be here.
Mostly I just think about how I miss you. And how much Haylie misses you, sometimes she is just so sad because of it. I hope wherever you are you feel guilty about making your favorite great grandchild sad. And that you've learned a valuable lesson that you'll carry on with you in your next life, which is take your damn medicine and don't let people with stupid religious beliefs make medical decisions for you. Anyway I miss you, I miss talking to you, and I love you. P.S. your favorite characters from Criminal Minds aren't secretly dating in real life.
Mostly I just think about how I miss you. And how much Haylie misses you, sometimes she is just so sad because of it. I hope wherever you are you feel guilty about making your favorite great grandchild sad. And that you've learned a valuable lesson that you'll carry on with you in your next life, which is take your damn medicine and don't let people with stupid religious beliefs make medical decisions for you. Anyway I miss you, I miss talking to you, and I love you. P.S. your favorite characters from Criminal Minds aren't secretly dating in real life.