June 8, 2022.
One year. I can't believe it. Life is so different and incomplete without you. I miss you so much, daddy. SO MUCH. What I wouldn't give for one more hug, one more moment, one more opportunity to tell you how much I love you and appreciate you. One more chance to hear your voice just one more time. . .
My heart aches.
It feels so unfair.
Hud says you can come back now. . .that he didn't want you to go.
Of course, we all share the same sentiment. . .and feel the same desperation we felt one year ago today as you slipped away. If only it were that simple. . .if only you were just in South America like Hud says. . .how wonderful that would be to come pay you a visit. The boys talk about you all the time and were sure to wear their lone ranger attire today just for you. They were so excited to celebrate you today.
We miss you so much and it is so painful, Dad. I have been reliving your passing all week, detail by detail, and it hurts. I know you told me it'd be alright. . .but it's not. It's just not right without you. I know where you are, you are free. But I wish you were here. . .
I hope you hear my voice when I speak your name and every 'I love you' I send your way. You are SO loved and SO missed, and we will honor your memory always.
Looking for you in the clouds. . .always. ❤❤❤
Listening to this song now has a much different meaning than it did then. I am so grateful I got to share the precious and cherished moments with you that I did and will treasure all the memeories. I will carry you with me in my heart forever.
I love you, daddy. SO much.
Love,
Your Scrumble Bumble
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