Yesterday you would have been 50 years old but instead we are coming up on 6 years you’ve been gone.
Daddy, momma died. Momma died too.
Now you’re both gone and it’s just so unreal.
She got the cancer bug. It spread all over. Medicaid stopped paying for her medicine daddy and she passed on May 4th 2023 at 7:52 am. I was there with her daddy she didn’t die alone. I miss her so much. What am I gonna do…. But on a happy note I am 5 months sober. Eleni turned 5 on Christmas Eve. I’ve been a with codey going on 9 years now. I got a good job, 401k, 2 vehicles and a house. I wish you could see me now. Lordy Lordy Lordy. I love you dad happy 50th. I’ll see you soon.

Hello father, it's been a while once again. You ought to see me now lol
I have a skin graft now too! It comes from me being more like you than I'd care to admit. I still miss you, that hasn't changed of course. Mom got the cancer bug but she's doing okay. She had a tumor removed from her brain and she did amazing. You would be so proud of her because I know I am. Her and Lee are kind of boyfriend and girlfriend now which is totally weird. But he isn't you and could never compare. I love you dad. Eleni calls you grandpa dad lol isn't that sweet. You would have loved her so much. You were taken entirely too soon. Again, I love you dad, see ya soon.

It’s been a while. You’re still gone. I’ve changed so much. I’m doing okay dad. I love you and miss you more each day. Eleni is 3. She’s beautiful. Has your eyes

Hello dad, I know i know I know I’m a day late but I didn’t forget. Happy Birthday dad. There’s a lot I could say but I’m sure you already know. I love you so much. I got married dad! I married Codey. Eleni is doing very well she’s very smart and she’s beautiful. I know you would adore her. Mom and me miss you. Mom misses you a lot. She’s doing her best. We love you dad. Happy 47th birthday

I’d like to say something to you. Fuck man I wish I could just talk to you dad. It’s like I have so much going on all the time but if I had you it wouldn’t be so hard. Idk. I know stuff would still be just as hard, if just have you to help me through it. I might be fuckin bipolar dad. I need you to talk about this with. I need you for a lot. I guess I’m just wasting my time writing this message. You’re never gonna see it. Somehow on my brain I feel like you know what I’m saying though. Lord god I love you so much dad and I miss you oh I miss you so so so much. I’m getting help dad. I’ll be better one day.

Prayers for your daughter and wife on this day! I know it's hard for them and they think of you every day! Kaycee is a great mother as I'm sure you know.

Hey daddy, it's me, Kaycee. I miss you so much. :( I love you so much and I never imagined you being gone. Lol you wanna know something? You were right... well... you were right about everything but you know what? You were right about me knowing love when i held my baby in my arms. I love Eleni so much. I love her with all my heart and soul, I love her so much that i make that same noise you do. She looks jussssst like me dad. Which means she looks like you!! She is so damn beautiful. She was born on Christmas Eve this year, well 2018. I feel so sick in my heart that you passed away 2 days before we knew if she was a girl or not. You would love her so much. You would be so happy dad. Well,I just stopped by to say hey daddy and I love you and miss you and I'll never be okay without you. I have good days and bad days, most days are just kinda gray though. One day I'll get to see you again and when I do i will hug you and never EVER EVER fuckin let go!!!!!!

Happy fucking birthday dad!! 45!! I miss you so goddamn much me and mom both foo. Your granddaughter was born on Christ eve. I almost died giving birth. But oh dad she’s so beautiful. So so so beautiful and she reminds me of you. I love you dad. I just love and miss you so much. I’m sitting here drinking tequila, remembering you with mom. It still hurts so bad that you’re gine it’s still unreal. So anyways. Happy 45th birthday handsome. I’ll miss you forever.

Every day I wake up and go to sleep, is one day closer to seeing you again.

I love you, pop. I miss you. I try to pretend it’s not real but sometimes it’s just too hard to push back.i am very silently emotional. I’m 7 months (29 weeks) pregnant now.
She moves around all the time. I wish you could see me now dad I’ve changed a lot but I am still the same little girl. We are moving into a house. You would be so proud daddy. I love you so much and I’ll miss you forever my friend. Talk at cha later I love you bye bye

Well we got your autopsy today dad.
I’m in shock really. Never in a million years would I have thought you’d have gone this way.
Pneumonia.
I’m so sad and messed up over you dying. It’s like I’m not the same person without you dad. No one understands how I am feeling. You are the only one who truly loved e for simply just existing. My favorite man in the world. You always had an answer for me for anything. I can’t believe you’re gone, my tears fall rapidly they stream down my face.. I miss you so much you’ll never know. No one will ever understand my pain. I love you dad I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you forever and always remember

If I could visit heaven, I'd walk a million miles, just to have the chance to sit and talk with you a while.
My heart is bleeding from a place uncut, I love you dad and I miss you so much. If I could just hug you tightly and feel your soft touch, even if only for a moment, that would be enough.

Love Kaycee <3 miss and love you forever and always daddy.

Dale, you were the love of my life. I love you with all my heart. Just like kaycee, I never had anyone who really loved me for me. You were so good to me, gave me everything I needed and I never had to do without anything. I love all your jokes and how you made me laugh, even when I was sad you always could make me laugh. You never complained about my cooking you always praised me for everything. Said I was the best. Even being as old as I am you always told me I’d be your little girl. I love you so much dale with all my entire heart and I will never ever get over this and I will always love you.
Love Carol

Kaycee,
Your dad is watching you from above. He would be so proud as I am, of what you have been doing, stepping up and taking care of loose ends. He will be your forever Angel! Prayers for you and your momma!

Hello father. This is the worst way to ever have to say goodbye.
You were entirely too young to have been taken away from me.
I love you so much, more than words can describe, and i miss you terribly.
I had a dream last night that you were alive and you told me it was all gonna be okay.
I know you're gone daddy but i just don't want to believe it.
You were and still are and always will be the best dad.
Always there for me, provided everything I needed and most of what i wanted.
I am heartbroken dad, i just wanna talk to you one more time. You always knew what to do and could always tell me what to do in tough situations and this is the hardest thing ever but you're not here to help me through it. I love you daddy!! I'll miss you forever. I am grateful you're not in pain any longer and i hope that we are reunited in heaven one day. Please watch over me and don't let go of me, I'll never let go of you. Thank you for being my dad, i wouldn't want it any other way.
Love, Kasekase. <3