Happy Birthday!! Thinking of you today and always. My love for you will remain in my heart forever. Love you always and forever!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! LOVE YOU!!!

Just a note to say I Love You!!

Two years ago today your life here on earth ended and heaven gained a very special angel. I wish everyday you were still here with us and would give anything to tell you I love you one last time. I miss you more than words can say and this heartache will never go away. I love you always and forever! xoxo
Those we love don't go away,
They walk beside us every day,
Unseen, unheard, but always near,
Still loved, still missed and very dear.

PS. This message was left on 10/03/15 at 11:30 pm

I LOVE YOU!!! I miss you more than you will ever know. I think of you daily but you have been in my thoughts more the last couple of days as your ending date here on earth nears. It is crazy to think it has been two years since I have heard your voice or felt your touch. October 2nd 1999 was one of the happiest days of my life as we were joined as one in Holy Matrimony and October 3rd 2013 the MOST devastating day of my entire life. I will never be the same person I was when our family was complete. The kids are the only thing that keeps me strong enough to keep pushing forward. Keep watching over us and continue to help guide the kids in all they do. Fly High my Angel!! Love you always and forever. XOXO

Missing you like crazy and just wishing we were still going on with our daily life together. I had a lot of time by myself yesterday while at six flags waiting for the kids in between rides and was remembering all the fun times we shared with the kids together. I would give anything to have one more day of us just having an awesome day with the kids. Hugs and Kisses!! Love you forever!!

Happy Heavenly Birthday!!! I can't believe you turned 40 today. What a celebration we would have had if you were still here with us. We celebrated your special day with dinner and cake just like we always did as a family. I can only imagine the birthday you enjoyed in Heaven. We miss and Love you so much. Please continue to watch over the kids and help guide them in all they do. Zachary was the first one to tell me this morning today is Dad's birthday. I also know that was the first thing that came to mind today for Kayla and Michael as well. The kids and I talk about you all of the time and you will live forever in our hearts. I have to pray daily for the strength to stay strong for the kids. This is the prayer that helps me daily....                                                             God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
As it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
If I surrender to His Will;
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life
And supremely happy with Him
Forever and ever in the next.
Amen!!

Love you always and forever!!

Merry Christmas!! We love and miss you everyday. Nothing will ever be the same without you in our life's. The kids had a good Christmas this year but sure miss you always coming up with the best gifts ever. Christmas shopping is definitely not the same without you. This heartache will never heal. I love you always & forever. Much love from the kids too.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to the love of my life, father of our wonderful children and now my angel above. This is our 15th wedding anniversary we would have shared together. Today has been one of the many hard days I have been through and I just wish you were still here so we could have celebrated another year together. Life can be so unfair and I wish every night I could have another minute to say I LOVE YOU one more time. Tomorrow is going to be even more of a struggle than today. I am a strong person but this week has been a true test. I miss you soo much! I love you!! Always and Forever!!!

PS...it was still our anniversary 10/02/2014 when I typed this message

To my wonderful husband and now angel above I love you so very much! It has been a nightmare of a year I cannot wake up from. I miss you so much and it still hurts so bad. Remembering you is easy, I do it everyday; but missing you is a heartache that never goes away. Someone asked me if I missed you. I didn't answer. I just closed my eyes and walked away and whispered: so much..... It's unbelievable how one day can change a life forever. In my heart, I will always love you. In my soul, you live forever. Always and forever your true love xoxo

You are still loved and missed everyday. xoxo

Happy Father's Day! We LOVE you!! xoxo

REAL LOVE STORIES NEVER END UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, LOVE YOU!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! There is never a day that passes that I don't think of you but today is a very special day since it is your birthday. I just wanted to let you know I still love you and always will. I miss your presence around me, I miss your voice, I miss your touch, I miss your smile and all your jokes, I miss every moment we shared. I wear a special pendant close to my heart while we must be apart but I know one day we will be reunited. You are forever in my heart and remember it's not good bye because my love for you will never die.