Hey baby,it's me big sis it's been a while lets see I have been to jail twice.my life slowly spiraling downward in a self destruct mode. Ever since you went home life just didn't seem right.you been gone left such an empty void  in everyones life.... i am barely picking up the pieces and came to christ i have been baptized and have a new life in christ now.i know you know and are so happy because i am saved now and washed clean with the blood of Jesus. I am no longer a slave to sin.i feel so free.so cleansed and relieved.this is always what you would tell me to get right in life and turn it all around.i did it baby and now my seat in heaven is reserved next to you and I am so happy we will be singing and dancing when I get there.God is truly Amazing and oh how he loves us.theres no boundaries he love goes deeper than any ocean.I love him more than I have ever loved.He is my one true love.Now you can be at peace and not worry about me and the kids.iam in prayer daily praying for unity,peace,restoration,reconciliation and most of all Healing in our family.God truly blessed us when he let us have you for that short time.thank you jesus.YOUR HOME NOW AND I'LL BE THERE WITH YOU SOMEDAY I PROMISE THIS.I LOVE YOU LITTLE BROTHER.I SEE YOUR FACE LOOKING DOWN AT ME SMILING AS THE SUN SHINES ON MY FACE.I DID IT POPPA!!  SEE YOU SOON MERRY CHRISTMAS BLESSINGS BLESDINGS TO EVERYONE XOXO