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BUTTERFLY
A poem for Daniel

As I was walking
in sorrow
thinking of the times
we'd shared
a butterfly danced
around me
white cloud
in the evening air
I knew that your soul
was finally home free
"but it felt like a blessing"
was the message
you were sending me
telling me
now you can fly
now you can soar
high above this world
your troubles
are no more
this love of ours 
will never die
fly with your angels
butterfly
A few days after
your loved ones
gathered and prayed
in their lives
you were a blessing 
now they must
send you 
on your way
as I got up
to speak
it caught my eye
white cloud
against the window
a butterfly
now you can fly
now you can soar
high above this world
your troubles 
are no more
now the time has come
for us to
say goodbye
one day we'll
all meet again
together
we will fly
all butterflies

Written by:
            Kim Jacqueline Klardie  11/9/2014
 

August 27, 2023
August 27, 2023
I think of you often and wish I was there with you. I'm so disappointed in Jill. She turned out so very evil.
Gregg should have had a heads up on her. I'm still the same ole bag lady with no money. Can't make enough to support oneself these days.
I love you. Happy Birthday to you.
You left too soon.
August 2, 2023
August 2, 2023
Hello Brother,
Well the years are slipping by and with each year more friends and family pass. I think of you often and wish you would send me more signs to tell me there is really a place of peace that we transcend into and that our souls live on. I'm sorry that you had to die in that filthy place that ignored you and left you alone.At nightie I crawl into bed and turn back the years of time when we were at the old house in Sumner, reading those old news paper and still innocent in time. All the times we giggled and laughed. Remembering how Terry Hemingway was so in love with me and how he screwed up the Easter play by falling upstairs with the cross. This month is your birthday. I will always have you alive in my heart forever. I love you Danny!
August 8, 2022
August 8, 2022
Hello brother, another year has passed and I'm getting older. I still hold you dear and near to my heart and think of you often. I know you live somewhere in another dimension and I pray you are happy and at peace. I want to tell you Happy Birthday early so I don't forget. If you were here I'd make you a big cake and invite your friends.
I'm glad you got to live a good life in San Francisco, the city that you loved. Before too long I'll be coming to that transitional side. I hope you see me and remember me. All my love, Kimberly
August 24, 2021
August 24, 2021
Happy Birthday to you.
If you were here I'd tell you how much you meant to me and how
my life is so empty now that you've passed on. I'd buy you yellow roses and rainbow balloons and whatever your heart desired. No one on this earth knew me like you did.
So today my heart celebrates all the memories of your tender kind soul and in spirit let you know how very fortunate I was to have had you in my life, when you walked on this earth, beside me and made me part of your family by calling me your older sister. I love you now and forever to eternity..
August 22, 2020
August 22, 2020
I know that you stay in contact with me because I feel you every day. You know that my love for you will never end and that no one can ever disrupt our communications now. I have well disowned all those who took from you before and during your passing. They can never take my love for you away or the sweet times and memories we shared. I love you now and forever. Sweetness and light to you. Your sister Kim...
August 1, 2020
August 1, 2020
Happy Birthday Daniel. I wanted to tell you early so as not to miss it. You know how I am about dates.
I think of you daily and keep wishing that I could join you, but the evil in me makes my life drag on uneventful and alone. I just recently paid for my cremation in the event of my death because there is no one left to take on that task when I pass.
My ashes will be scattered at sea and there will be no headstone to say I was ever alive.
I miss you gravely and will till the earth takes my life and I am no more.
May 22, 2019
May 22, 2019
Hello Daniel,
It's Valentines Day and I wanted to let you know your fire and spark burn deep within me endlessly and will forever. Your name spills from my lips often with words of love and tenderness as I share memories of you and I with friends.
June 28, 2018
June 28, 2018
I can't believe it's been four years since you passed. Seems everyone is dying. All the old gang has gone and left me alone with all these memories. I miss you and think of you often. I love you.
November 4, 2017
November 4, 2017
Hello Daniel, Well the holidays are almost upon us and I wanted to let you know that you are often in my thoughts, that I miss you and love you very much. I wish I had spent more time with you in your last days here on earth. I hope you can forgive me.
August 11, 2017
August 11, 2017
Hello Daniel,
Well another year has passed and it is your birthday again.I can't believe it's already been three years since you've passed.I wish you would send me a sign andand ssure me that there is place byotd here that promises life
March 22, 2017
March 22, 2017
You are on my mind often. I know how you loved life that's why I'm carrying you in my heart and mind. There you remain alive for as long as I breathe. I know you would do the same. Give everyone a kiss for me. I love you.
November 5, 2016
November 5, 2016
Thinking of you my Dear Friend, and missing you so much...
Luv you Always❤❤❤❤
November 5, 2016
November 5, 2016
The year has flown by faster than the last. I think about you and Kiara often and wonder what truly happened to the cat that was your best friend. your confident and what you loved most in life. Almost 100 percent of Kiaras life was tenderly sitting by your side or laying near you as you suffered all those years. So many things I would change if I could just see you one more time standing by the water on the wharf.
The silence in my life is deafening and when I look toward the city all I see is a blanket of fog as my heart sinks deeper in sadness in grief over you my brother I know you are no longer there. I miss you. I love you..
August 22, 2016
August 22, 2016
Today you are 59. Happy Birthday Daniel. You are still very much in my thoughts and in my heart. Jill just recently contacted me. It didn't feel the same. When you passed we became detached for good. The wounds from that weekend have never healed and probably never will. That's horrible to say but she has spent most of her adulthood detaching me from the family. Like the time you and her went to see Donny's daughter and I wasn't included in the visit. Or the many times she's come to California never bothering to let me know she was coming or inviting me to have dinner with the two of you when I was so close, less than 100 miles. I had to find out through Facebook after the fact and felt detached. You; not giving me her address or phone number all those years because it was her request that you didn't. I think it's best I keep her detached. Her wish has been fulfilled like everyone else's.
March 21, 2016
March 21, 2016
I miss you so much. It was a comfort for so many years in just knowing you were close by but now you are gone and I'm left alone with sweet memories of us. Can you see me as I grieve often over you? Are you with your angels reaching out to me trying to console and comfort me?Show me some sign that you are in peace and that you will never forget me. I love you Daniel, so much still. You are my rock and my will.
December 12, 2015
December 12, 2015
It's already been a year since you went away. I keep waiting for a sign from you something that will let me know that all of us live on after earth and the human body. Just to know that you are free from the suffering and pain. That we do live on in peace knowing that we still exist as never ending energy forces. I wait but still there is no sign from you. We had been through so much together- Daniel, find a way to tell me I don't have to fear death, that we transend into a beautiful world free of pain. Merry Christmas, I love you..Sis
November 3, 2015
November 3, 2015
I Miss you Daniel more than words can say. .. I think of you fondly always ♡♡ You were a true inspiration. An amazing individual and I was very lucky to have called you a friend and you welcome me as family.. I will forever miss you my gentle friend.... luv Nina
August 23, 2015
August 23, 2015
Daniel, I miss you so very much. You have been gone for 10 months now and it seems as though you left just yesterday. It is your Birthday and I wanted to let you know that I have not forgotten you. You remain alive in my heart and mind forever. I love you, save a place beside you for me..
July 1, 2015
July 1, 2015
It's summer and I miss you as I think of walking the warf and flying that beautiful kite. The many times I would loose my car, but walk right to it in the mornings. The hours we spent listening to Phoebe Snow. The evening in Burbank, the night at Finnocios. You coming to Modesto and hanging out. I love you forever my brother. Pray for me always.
December 25, 2014
December 25, 2014
Today is Christmas. I miss you! My day is filled with memories of Christmases past when you and I would celebrate just being alive.
Know that you are in my heart and mind always and it is there that you live on. I love you Kimberly
November 16, 2014
November 16, 2014
The man I never knew, who ment so much to you.
He was a saint in your eyes so blue.
May the days get brighter while his love shines on you .
As those eyes turn from blue to lovey memories for you.
My heart goes to you Kimberly
November 16, 2014
November 16, 2014
Today we'll stand by the oceans piers to celebrate your life with respect and honor. Some will light the Chinese lanterns and let the flames light the night skies. 
  Daniel, can you see the kites floating up to the heavens. Pray for us until we see each other again.
  May our blessed savior hold you tight in his arms of never ending love
All My Love,
Kimberly
November 12, 2014
November 12, 2014
You are alive in me for as long as I breathe. I am so heavy hearted upon your passing, sorry seems to be the hardest word. I love you..
     Your sister, Kim
Thank you for always calling me your older sister. It was an honor

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August 27, 2023
August 27, 2023
I think of you often and wish I was there with you. I'm so disappointed in Jill. She turned out so very evil.
Gregg should have had a heads up on her. I'm still the same ole bag lady with no money. Can't make enough to support oneself these days.
I love you. Happy Birthday to you.
You left too soon.
August 2, 2023
August 2, 2023
Hello Brother,
Well the years are slipping by and with each year more friends and family pass. I think of you often and wish you would send me more signs to tell me there is really a place of peace that we transcend into and that our souls live on. I'm sorry that you had to die in that filthy place that ignored you and left you alone.At nightie I crawl into bed and turn back the years of time when we were at the old house in Sumner, reading those old news paper and still innocent in time. All the times we giggled and laughed. Remembering how Terry Hemingway was so in love with me and how he screwed up the Easter play by falling upstairs with the cross. This month is your birthday. I will always have you alive in my heart forever. I love you Danny!
August 8, 2022
August 8, 2022
Hello brother, another year has passed and I'm getting older. I still hold you dear and near to my heart and think of you often. I know you live somewhere in another dimension and I pray you are happy and at peace. I want to tell you Happy Birthday early so I don't forget. If you were here I'd make you a big cake and invite your friends.
I'm glad you got to live a good life in San Francisco, the city that you loved. Before too long I'll be coming to that transitional side. I hope you see me and remember me. All my love, Kimberly
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One Year Anniversary

November 2, 2015

Who is to really know
Why you left a year ago
In the season
Of turning leaves
Summer is gone
Now theres a winters breeze
The Angels lifted
Your brtlliant soul
Your where the gentle
Hearted spirits flow
Once we laughed
When we were young
Held each other up
When there was no-one
Now alone
with just memories
Each passing thought
Burns deeper in me
Each day engulfed
In emptiness
I long for those days
When I was blessed
With your sweet preasence
and gracefulness
I love you Daniel
I miss you so much

Written: Noember/ 2/2015
By Kim Jacqueline Klardie


Burbank Bound

November 19, 2014

When I was residing in the floating island homes in Foster City CA. I
received a phone call one afternoon that took me totally by surprise.
Daniel was calling me from San Diego, he had just been released from the 
Navy with an honorable discharge and was wanting to spend some time at my place. I had never been to San Diego and was still rather new to the area so we scheduled a short flight from San Diego to South San Francisco International Airpot. We met at the airport and drove to Foster City where he relaxed as I made a steak and salad dinner.
I looked for some kind of entertainment for us to go see when I ran across this ad for "Finocchio's" a female impersonation showcase with live shows for tourists. Its located on Broadway in San Francisco
.so
 we got ready for the evening show and into San Francisco we went. (Daniel had never seen San Francisco in person so he was really excited.) Once there he was in awe at the beauty but we had plenty of time to look, right now we had to make this show. I put in reservations for one showing. But was invited to stay for every show, and we did.
We were seated right in front of the stage, the show had a two drink minimum so we received two drinks a piece.
I was looking around and noticed that this real old lady was smiling, winking and flirting with me. I told Daniel about the woman but before he could look the woman was at our table. She introduced herself as the owner of the club and sent us both another round of drinks. She told us that we would look good in her line up of stars. Daniel started to laugh nervously and she left our table and said "think about
it"
We were dumbfounded! "Daniel, she wants you to be a female impersonater in her show"! "No Kim, she wants you for her shows."
"He's right", "I want you to be one of my new highlights" "Oh my" was all I could get out then the woman told us that she had scheduled a trip to Burbank  for that night to an underground showcase that runs all night. So for the hell of it we went to one of the largest drag show extravaganzas. But early the next morning Daniel explained to all of our new made friends that we were new to California and that that was a wonderfull welcome and that we appreciated the compliments but that I was a female, "a real one" . Daniel later became good friends with one of the men in the group and had started his love for the city. Soon he moved from my place and moved to the city where he would spend the rest of his life..
 

 

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