March 31
March 31
Happy Easter sweetheart. We loved hunting for eggs together fill our hearts with love and our baskets with chocolates. I miss you dearly.
This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Danielle Koran, 33, born on September 10, 1979 and passed away on May 23, 2013. Please leave a photo and a story for all to share but especially for her daughter, Ella, as she grows up. We all want Ella to know and remember what a special person Danielle is.
We found out what took Danielle from us. Here is the information from Danielle's mom, Jennifer...
"Lymphocytic Myocarditis.
This is very rare. Unknown toxin, virus, bacteria that gets into the body and an autoimmune reaction (lymphocytic) tries to fight off the toxin, etc. and damages the heart tissue (myocardium) while doing so. It stops pumping blood (electrical system?) to the bodies organs and eventually the heart stops pumping altogether and my sweet baby's heart just stopped. This was determined by a microscopic scar on her heart. Smaller than a pinprick.
I will spend my life finding meaning in Danielle's death. Hold her laughter and radiant smile in your hearts. love always, Jennifer"
If you would like to make a contribution to Ella's college fund please contact Jennifer Howell.
We found out what took Danielle from us. Here is the information from Danielle's mom, Jennifer...
"Lymphocytic Myocarditis.
This is very rare. Unknown toxin, virus, bacteria that gets into the body and an autoimmune reaction (lymphocytic) tries to fight off the toxin, etc. and damages the heart tissue (myocardium) while doing so. It stops pumping blood (electrical system?) to the bodies organs and eventually the heart stops pumping altogether and my sweet baby's heart just stopped. This was determined by a microscopic scar on her heart. Smaller than a pinprick.
I will spend my life finding meaning in Danielle's death. Hold her laughter and radiant smile in your hearts. love always, Jennifer"
If you would like to make a contribution to Ella's college fund please contact Jennifer Howell.
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September 10, 2023
September 10, 2023
Rode in the fields on the farm today holding on to Brett as I was trying to stay on the ATV. We were surrounded by wildflowers, butterfly's and soybeans. And in everything there you were. I felt overwhelming love and gratitude . I celebrate you sweetheart on your 44th birthday...and everyday. xo Mom
September 10, 2023
September 10, 2023
Happy birthday sweetie! Think about you often. So many wonderful memories. You are forever loved…forever missed. ❤️
May 23, 2023
May 23, 2023
I can still see you riding your new bike in Lakewood Park! Love you and miss you always, Miira
May 23, 2023
May 23, 2023
Time really is a mystery. 10 years no beginning - no end. Spent the day with you at the Avon butterfly garden. Flowers, fragrances and fountains all touched my senses . I closed my eyes and said thank you for all you were and still are to me. We had something very unique and sacred. A blessing that truly defined me as one who loved beyond all measure then, now and until we meet again. My sweet Danielle. " I hope you're dancing in the rain - somewhere under the rainbow "
May 23, 2023
May 23, 2023
Ten years since you’ve been gone and it still seems like yesterday. My heart…all our hearts are aching and a little empty because you are not here. Happy Birthday sweet girl. You are so loved!
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May 23, 2023
May 23, 2023
LOVE. NEVER. DIES.
Ever.
I think of you every day.
Love you and miss you, so much....
Ever.
I think of you every day.
Love you and miss you, so much....
September 11, 2022
September 11, 2022
I whisper to you always...sending loving thoughts. Missing you today. Missing you always. I go outside, look up, and wait for your return. XOXOXO
September 10, 2022
September 10, 2022
Happy Birthday Danielle!
Few days ago I made apple sause and it reminded of you. I had a try with cottage cheese, of course, and a hint of cinnamon. Love you!
Few days ago I made apple sause and it reminded of you. I had a try with cottage cheese, of course, and a hint of cinnamon. Love you!
September 10, 2022
September 10, 2022
Danielle - a bright star, a beautiful soul. You are remembered, thought of and loved every day.
September 10, 2022
September 10, 2022
Well you would have been 43 but now you're eternal and I believe in a beautiful place. Sweet memories of you are with me every day. You made my life complete. Today on your birthday I share with you and others that Brett is going to be a dad. Can you believe that!. Twins. Identical. We are all connected in everlasting love. My sweet Danielle, I love you.
September 10, 2022
September 10, 2022
Happy Birthday sweet girl. Hope you are dancing and at peace and watching over all of us. Miss you so much.
May 23, 2022
May 23, 2022
On this day, for five years now, I celebrate my daughter's birthday and celebrate YOU. I am proud that she was born on your day because I know there is a piece of you in her. And I cherish that. As much as I want to cry from missing you...I do my best to keep a smile on my face, reminding Avery that her middle name is yours, speaking your name out loud, keeping our thoughts on you, your beautiful smile, your heart. WE ARE ONE. ALWAYS and FOREVER. Love you and grateful for you.
May 23, 2022
May 23, 2022
So much time has passed but there are still days when I think I’ll be able to see you. Hug you. Always and forever in our hearts and thoughts. You are missed. You are loved.
May 23, 2022
May 23, 2022
My sweet Danielle another year has passed and though in my heart time has stood still the world has continued to go on. Nine years and every one of those 3285 days I say your name and feel your love. And every coin, every feather, every butterfly and all the rainbows I believe is you letting me know you are always here. Overflowing love. I miss you baby.
September 11, 2021
September 11, 2021
Happy Birthday sweet girl. I hope you spend your days dancing. Keep watching over us! Love you always.
September 10, 2021
September 10, 2021
Happy Birthday Danielle
I know that your birthday is still celebrated by the people who meant to you the most
I know that your birthday is still celebrated by the people who meant to you the most
September 10, 2021
September 10, 2021
To my sweet Danielle. I can only imagine what a beautiful woman you are at 42 years old. I believe you would be so incredibly happy and full of love and life. Happy Birthday. Not a day goes by without thoughts of you. I miss you but I feel your presence. In so many subtle ways you make me know you're here in spirit. Coins, butterflies, rainbows, coincidental messages. And you make me smile. I love you.
June 13, 2021
June 13, 2021
To Ella Happy 10th Birthday. You were 23 months old when Mom took her last earthly breath but I believe she will forever watch over you. The most deeply vibrant rainbow was in the sky this morning. It lasted forever. She wanted everyone to know it was her beloved daughter's birthday. Time is precious here but our souls will always be connected. I see you and know you are there in all God's blessings. My sweet Danielle.
May 28, 2021
May 28, 2021
We hold you in our hearts and remember your gifts of joy and love and your beautiful smile. Your presence made everyone’s heart lighter.
May 24, 2021
May 24, 2021
Against all odds after some what peculiar year worldwide ”I think to myself, what a wonderful world”.
Summer has arrived in Finland.
First summer swimming - check! (Ok, it was a bit cold.) I always remember how you loved swimming. I will swim for you. Love you and miss you Danielle!
Summer has arrived in Finland.
First summer swimming - check! (Ok, it was a bit cold.) I always remember how you loved swimming. I will swim for you. Love you and miss you Danielle!
May 23, 2021
May 23, 2021
Remembering you today with so much love and fond memories. And missing you with all my heart! Hope you are watching over all of us and keeping us safe. Love you always. ❤️❤️❤️
May 23, 2021
May 23, 2021
Today's service at church "I Hope You Dance". I remember many dances we shared and hope you are dancing in Heaven. I feel your love all the time. Your presence is always with me. I miss you dearly, sweetheart. Please hold Ella in your angel arms tighter than you normally do on Friday. Has it really been 8 years my love. Your radiance, love and light live on.
September 10, 2020
September 10, 2020
Remembering your birth and your life today. You touched so many people and we miss you so much. You may be gone from my sight...but you are never gone from my heart. Love you always.
September 10, 2020
September 10, 2020
Hi Ella - I was friends with you Mom. We met in college. I remember her talking about how much she wanted a baby and how excited she was when she let all of us know you were being born. When you were still so little I flew to Chicago to celebrate one of our friends milestones and your mom came out too and showed us lot of pictures of you - she was smiling ear to ear. I'm remembering her today on her birthday! She had an amazing laugh and a great sense of humor. I hope you have the same great personality she did. Love, Karen (UD'01)
September 10, 2020
September 10, 2020
Happy Birthday, my sweet Danielle. Forever and always with me. There is a sacred place in my heart that only you and I dwell. My liminal space. Knowing, remembering our precious time together and waiting until we meet again. I love you dearly.
May 24, 2020
May 24, 2020
Danielle,
Every day you are thought of by me and by so many. Your life, your soul and your beautiful heart touched me and carried me while you walked on this planet and carry me still. Much love.
Rob
Every day you are thought of by me and by so many. Your life, your soul and your beautiful heart touched me and carried me while you walked on this planet and carry me still. Much love.
Rob
May 24, 2020
May 24, 2020
Almost every week during this crazy pandemic me, Liz, Marybeth, Meghan and Veronica get on a call. Danielle's name comes up all the time usually with a really funny story and a lot of laughing. We miss you Danielle -- so lucky to get to spend some of the best years of our life with you!
May 23, 2020
May 23, 2020
I miss you so much. I wish Avery could meet you...she would have loved you so much. We are all so lucky to have had you in our lives and we remember...always.
Love you...
Love you...
May 23, 2020
May 23, 2020
Beloved Danielle. My sweet Danielle. May you feel my love for time has no meaning. No moment of any day goes by that you, my love aren't with me. I'll find a cherished hour today to walk with you and hold your hand. And I will enjoy the memories and the things that bring me joy now and then. I'll smile sweetly and say how blessed I am. I thank God for all the gifts of my life. Your beautiful spirit flowing endlessly through time leaving lasting impressions to all that your energy touches. A flower that blooms, a bird that sings, a mighty wave that washes a seashell to shore for a young child to hold in her hand with joy. And for Alan and Ella to hold in their hearts. Guide them with your light. I love you sweetheart. Always.
April 30, 2020
April 30, 2020
To Danielle with love from Christen on April 29th
"So I am glad not that my loved one has gone, but the earth that she laughed and lived on was my earth too.
That I had know and loved her, and that my love I'd shown tears over her departure?
Nay, a smile -
That I had walked with her a little while. - anonymous
I thank God every time I remember you. Phil 1:3 NRSV
"So I am glad not that my loved one has gone, but the earth that she laughed and lived on was my earth too.
That I had know and loved her, and that my love I'd shown tears over her departure?
Nay, a smile -
That I had walked with her a little while. - anonymous
I thank God every time I remember you. Phil 1:3 NRSV
December 26, 2019
December 26, 2019
Christmas without you still and always will leave a hole in my heart as we open our stockings. This year only Brett's stocking was filled. Dad has been in the hospital for a week. We still felt love everywhere yours included. Your presence always surrounds us. I know you know how much you're loved. Merry Christmas my sweet angel.
September 11, 2019
September 11, 2019
Happy Birthday, Danielle! We've never forgotten you. You will always remain in our heart forever. Thou we met and known each other for a short period of time, it seemed like we were friends forever. Sorry that we didn't get a chance to spend more time. I guess you were needed more in heaven. Don't forget about us and we'll see you soon.
September 10, 2019
September 10, 2019
From the moment you first appeared forty years ago the world shifted. A force of extreme loving energy had graced our presence. A smile that lit the world and everyone in it. That loving energy surrounds us still. In everything beautiful, peaceful and precious. God's gift. You have touched so many lives. How can I be anything but grateful. My sadness is only from not being able to see your face. Put my arms around you. But I believe sweetheart you and I both know you are always with me. Always. I send you my eternal love.
September 10, 2019
September 10, 2019
Forty years ago you came into this world and we all celebrated your life and light. Your light still lingers and we remember. Happy Birthday sweet girl!
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019
Thinking about you today! I still have your pretty lamp sitting on my desk at work, and everyday I turn it on and it's as though you're still with us. I haven't had to change the bulb in all these years -- it continues to light up the room just like your smile always did. Miss you Danielle! Sending love to you in heaven. xoxo
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019
Danielle - you are forever in my thoughts. I came across pictures of us from SF and Jennie and I are going to catch up soon. You are not forgotten. xo
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019
Wherever you are, you have a part of all of us with you. Just as you are a part of all of us. Love you. Miss you. ❤️
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019
The wound is the place where the light enters you - Rumi
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019
Danielle was part of our family
and will be remembered always
and will be remembered always
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019
How has time gone by when it felt like it stopped on this day 6 years ago. Your presence, my love, is everywhere always. In the morning rain followed by a bright blue sky. In the birds I hear and butterflies all around. In life and the life thereafter your spirit touches everything and leaves your loving beauty in the hearts of all who have been blessed by you. May Ella and Alan feel your love. You are with me always. Forever more.
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019
I never got to meet Danielle in person, but I've met her many treasured times through the loving eyes of her mother, Jennifer. The beautiful woman that we become is often shaped by the special love between a Mother and daughter. From the pictures, stories, and tributes that I've seen of Danielle, I know that this was true for her! On this day, I honor the special person that she was, the forever love that lives on through Jennifer, and celebrate Danielle's life and the radiant light that she shared with the world. ♥
January 29, 2019
January 29, 2019
Just me Danielle. In a quiet moment holding you, loving you. Forever you.
September 10, 2018
September 10, 2018
On your Birthday Danielle,
I hope you have met my dad after so many years and taught him some English or propably you are now both speaking universal language where translations are unnecessary. No translations needed for love❤️You are in my heart, Miira
I hope you have met my dad after so many years and taught him some English or propably you are now both speaking universal language where translations are unnecessary. No translations needed for love❤️You are in my heart, Miira
September 10, 2018
September 10, 2018
Burn a candle and let it shine. Danielle pours her love over me . Everything I do. Dream, live, hope for is that light that is her love. I feel it. I live it. I pray she feels my love also. I hear her voice. We had a love like no other. My sweet Danielle. Happy birthday baby. Beam me up and show me the way. I was supposed to lead but you, my love went ahead. Take my hand. I will follow you. Pour your light over Alan and Ella that they will also know how much they are loved. Sweet Ella. Sweet, sweet Ella. You would love her smile. How she whistles when she is happy. How she loves to be embraced. Pure, innocent little one. Know how much you are loved. To mom. Happy 39th birthday.
September 10, 2018
September 10, 2018
A beautiful vocal tribute and gift from Erin Donovan, a soloist at Jennifer's church.
https://youtu.be/ZVwvPKACQ1I
https://youtu.be/ZVwvPKACQ1I
September 10, 2018
September 10, 2018
Remembering you and missing you and wishing you were here. Happy birthday Sweetie. ❤️
August 31, 2018
August 31, 2018
Okay, my sweet Danielle. Today after 36 years I am officially retired. On September 10th you would have been 39. With sweet memories and a lot of hard work and determination for us to have a good life I look back at my career. You were with me today in spirit. As you are every day. What a journey in becoming a mother who was proud, a woman who became a success for us and a life that we shared like no other. My God we had a awesome life. Today I am excited about the possibilities in front of me to share with Hamp, Brett and all those I love the next chapter. "Let go of the shore and float into the mystery". I am taking my first step with a tear in my eye, holding you close, but a smile upon my heart. I believe, someday my love, we will be united.
June 20, 2018
June 20, 2018
You, my love, are everywhere in a way that is quiet, peaceful and pure. A presence that enfolds us in love, leads us to a live a life that keeps us connected with your heartstrings and shows us what truly matters. Love. Only love. Sweet love. Someday, I pray I will wrap you in my angel wings and pull you close. I miss you, baby. God knows your sweet soul. You are always with me. In all ways. Always.
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018
Today, May 23rd, is dedicated to you, my sweet Danielle. The world was turned on its axis, shifted in reality the day you left us. It has since become the most precious day of my life second only to the day you were born. Your presence on Earth has been shadowed by the beautiful essence of you in everything. A flower, a rainbow, love in a child's eye. Pure, precious. Ever lasting. Omnipresent. How dear is my love for you. How grateful I have become because of you. My sweet, sweet, sweet Danielle. Forevermore.
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March 31
March 31
Happy Easter sweetheart. We loved hunting for eggs together fill our hearts with love and our baskets with chocolates. I miss you dearly.
September 10, 2023
September 10, 2023
Rode in the fields on the farm today holding on to Brett as I was trying to stay on the ATV. We were surrounded by wildflowers, butterfly's and soybeans. And in everything there you were. I felt overwhelming love and gratitude . I celebrate you sweetheart on your 44th birthday...and everyday. xo Mom
September 10, 2023
September 10, 2023
Happy birthday sweetie! Think about you often. So many wonderful memories. You are forever loved…forever missed. ❤️
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12-13-15 Worldwide Candlelighting Service. Remembering Danielle with much love in our hearts!
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Celebrating the Joy of Danielle
September 22, 2013
Sending birthday wishes sweetheart. Each lantern was sent with each other's messages and lit the sky with love for you. Forever in our hearts.
The Unfinished
September 14, 2013
In my husbands writing I found the following beautiful letter in my drawer that I believe he would feel good about me sharing:
The Unfinished
We cannot judge a biography by its length,
nor the number of pages in it.
We must judge it by the richness of its contents.
Sometimes those unfinished are among the most poignant.
We cannot judge a song by its duration,
nor the the number of its notes.
We must judge it by the way it touches and lifts our souls.
Sometimes those unfinished are among the most beautiful.
And when something has enriched your life
and when its melody lingers in your heart
it isn't unfinished...
It is endless.
To my loving husband, I give you thanks for all your love and holding on to me.
are you my mommy?
July 4, 2013
Easter in Desert Springs 2012. You are amazing, mommy.