Dara,
Today is not just another day to me. It marks 10 years that's you been taken from us. I miss you more than words could describe. Some days seem easier than others and some days not so much. I visit you very often and spill my heart to your grave and flowers. Wishing it was really you face to face. I look at the sky every night looking for your star and talk to you. I look at the moon and wonder, do you see the same thing I see? I remember every second and every detail of the last conversation we had, and I don't know if your advise or if I kept my promise to you or not. But I'd make you proud, by the great mother I've become. I still remember our last movie trip like it was yesterday to go see "without a paddle" we broke down before we got there lol and we laughed and reminisced about good old times after the movie we just got done laughing our butts off at. I've still got the letter you wrote me saying how much you loved me and how you want me to do good in life. Unfortunately, it was like you knew
something was going to happen and it was like a goodbye letter. I drive past your moms house often and want to stop and say hello and let her meet the kids, even though its been 10 years I don't think I'm ready. You look just like her and I don't know if I could handle it. I'd probably break down. I miss you so much and is give anything for one more memory with you. My kids will know who your are as they grow older (your memory you left behind) so they will know how close I kept you to my heart. Well, for now I'm gonna put my kids to sleep and get some rest but this will not be for long. Until my next message or prayer I'll speak with you again. I love you girl, rest easy love