3/17/12,  Hi D, did u know that Paula and her Mom are sharin a SPA-DAY
 2Day!! Istill cant beleive its 3yrs since u went home, Sry i havent checked in with for awhile! it looks like Carl havin some problems!! Yet still kitchen is still un-finished!! and of course paul is paul, it seems like every-one has for-gotten about u, they never talk about u!!  Me still struglin day by day here... But i dont care, i still keep ur pictures around me.!!  Oh well still 2this day paula and carl still call me Aunt - Barb!! And for my own 2sons still no contact with Walter, as for Rich thats a another story.!! And as always Pauls on the move with his comin n goins... And now Sarah shares the house as well now!  bye 4 now sis luv u so much!!

  3/19/12
Gm Sis, its getin 2 be a daily struggle for me!! tryin 2 cope with every-day life n the things around me,since u went home.. Ifeel like its tabu to be able 2mention ur name in or around ur house!*(4heaven-sakes)no-one wants 2 talk about u any-more!! really feel like i have no place or no reason 2be here any more! Dont under-stand y my own boys dont bother 2contac me any more, except for my youngest(Rich) that is when only hes in-need of somethin or wants somethin.!!