I remember the first time we went to indiana to meet Grandma. I was excited to meet him and a little nervous. What I remember most is driving home that night with my mom. I had never seen her so happy in my whole life. I love my mom and was happy for her to have her dad back. I was watching you guys at the table you just kept starring at eachother and smiling and your eyes were shining. It was neat for me because I only knew my grandma cindy and now I could see where my mom got  alot from. she is was a lot like you. I saw how you cared for everyone in the family and you knew so much about everything, When you died I heard my mom scream so loud I thought someone was hurting her and i ran to help her but she was just laying on the floor screaming. it scared me to see her that way. i was with her that first day when the light came back and now it was gone. so i just prayed for her because  i heard grandma kathy say that you always prayed for all the kids even when you didnt see them so i knew thats what i should do. everybody was sad but if you were here you would be happy that uncle paul and timmy and my mom were together. i tell my mom to remember the first visit and remember when she got married and you were there and not think about that your gone thats what i do and it helps me. i will tell my kids about you about how you loved everbody and how you made my mom and grandma kathy light up. i hope they do again one day.