You have been on my mind like crazy recently. There is so much about you that was beautiful. It is hard to believe that almost 20 years have gone by without you in this world. I still remember our "shared" birthday party in 1998. You lit up my world Daven. All of these years you have stayed in my heart. Thank you for being who you were to me. I miss your smile and your laugh. I miss listening to Gypsy Kings with you. I miss you telling me I would understand when I was your age. ;) I just miss you.

I was in store and thought I recognized you. It has been many years, so I searched your name on the internet. I was saddened to see find this. Rest In Peace.

Well my lovely son, yesterday you would have been 50 years old I cannot believe it's been 13years since you left us. It has been such a trying time for me because I know how different things would be now if you have only stayed. But God knows what he's doing and he allowed this to happen for some reason, I don't know why it's more than my mind can you wrap itself around.  But no my precious son that you are never out of my heart and you were always in my thoughts. You are my first born child and I remember that day like it was yesterday. What a beautiful chubby little guy you were and those great big dimples, you stole my heart the second I saw you. Rest in peace my precious baby boy and know that one day mom will be with you again and we will be once more a complete family. I love you forever, Mom

My precious son, yesterday Mark the 12 year anniversary of your angel wings. No matter what I say or do it's still doesn't seem real. You were my first born the love of my life the most precious thing I ever had and for you to be gone at 35 is something I still can't wrap my mind around. I think of how different it would be if you were here but I know God had a reason and honestly I can't wait for the day till I see you again. I don't want to leave my loved ones here I still have three beautiful girls that need me. I love you I miss you and I will see you again one day when we meet in heaven. Watch over us just like Jesus does and come into my mind and help me to be the mother that you would be so proud up .

Awww Brother today is 12 long years that you have been gone and it doesn't get easy. Your so missed and loved. I hope your smiling down from heaven watching over me. Tell Jesus I love him. I miss everything about you!