Dear Dave, I miss you so much! I know there will always be a void where you once were, I just didn't realize how large of a hole there would be. The silence is deafening without hearing your reassuring voice. All my chats, jokes, and questions meant for you go unanswered and I truly feel so alone. Losing you was unimaginable and many questions are left unresolved and always will be... Did I tell you how much I miss you little brother? When you were little I promised to always look out for you. You were so goodhearted, gentle and unaware of how harsh the real world could be. I think I always knew that even though you were large in stature you were the most vulnerable sibling. I used to worry that you were on 'borrowed time'. Perhaps it was just the little voice in my head or maybe it was an omen? I guess it doesn't really matter that we 'knew' because the outcome was the same. We tried! .... I tried. Now all I have is a broken heart full of memories.