Five years later it's still hard to believe he is gone. Death is such a difficult thing to deal with. If I just hade one more moment in time with him I could say some things that really needed to have been said. For instance: I'm sorry for not being around when I should have. I sorry I wasn't a better father. If I could do it all over I would'nt let you down. Have truly missed you. Love You. 

David loved to workout. One of the last things I remember him saying was, " I can show  you how to get the best workout. I saw him last in Okeechobee. He came over with a portable smoker he used to take everywhere and cook on. The best meats I have ever eaten came from the dinners we had. He also liked to do jobs using a chain saw and he was very efficient. I went on a job with him one day to  cut down three large palmn trees and they were down in five minutes and cut into small logs in another five. Right before he died I talk to him on the phone and he said he was bringing a stump grinder with him when he came to visit. I had a large oak tree cut down and the stump is still there. That was five years ago and I'm not taking the stump out because that job belonged to David. So Dave if you can see this the job is still waiting for you and will be there when you get ready. Can you please bring the smoker also. Thanks, Dad