Thinking of you and all your loved ones Dave, your so missed by everyone x

Love you my darling I cant believe its nearly a year since I saw your face , heard you laugh , saw your infectious smile . I cant believe ill never see you or smell you or hold you again . I don't ever want the 18th Feb to come . I miss you today like I did the day you left me . I cant accept ill never see you again all I know is it cant wait to get to wherever you are . I need to know your okay and I need to be with you so your not alone . You ruined my life by taking yours you will never know how broken you left me . I love you with all that I have always have always will forever .
I love you darling Mum xxxxx

Omg darling there are no words to explain this pain it gets worse every day . If I could be with you tomorrow I would be there .
I would change places with you in an instant so that everyone who loves and misses you could have you back .
My beautiful boy why couldn't I save you im your mum its my job . I love you more every day xxx
Mum xx x

Dave, such a great person.
I met Dave randomly in Maidstone when I was 18. We instantly hit it off and became such good friends. Dave was the type of person who would do anything for anyone, if I ever needed advice he would be listening. If I ever needed a lift home, he would be there. Even throwing up in his car he didn’t even care! Haha
We would go for dinner sometimes once a week and catch up.
Can’t help but feel guilty for not catching up in a few years. I look back at our previous messages and just feel sad that you are not here.
When I heard that you has passed I couldn’t stop crying - I truly can’t believe that you are gone. You were such a happy character.
Despite not catching up for a few years, I found comfort knowing you were there and I absolutely know that if I called you out of the blue, you would answer.
Hard to grieve the loss of someone when you don’t know any of their friends and only a few of mine knew you - made me feel alone and I didn’t know where to turn.
Rest easy.
Love you Dave x

Hi Dave just your twinny here, been spending lots of time with mum keeping her busy and sorting your plot doesn’t feel okay and it never will but we will get through it for you we love you David there are so many what ifs buts Whys and maybes but you will love on in our hearts forever our 30th birthday soon I will make sure we make it special for you even though your not here I know your with us everyday I love you Dave and I’m so so sorry my twin forever OUR DIAMOND BOY

Darling your plaque is finally at the crematorium , although its utter madness in my head to read those words . Whoever thought I would read them in my lifetime , that my beautiful son would take his own life and leave me broken .
I love you my darling forever you were so special to me Dave . I love you more than you could ever know . I miss you and I yearn for you everyday . I cant wait till the day I see you again . I hope you found the peace you needed if you knew the devastation you have left behind , the people who love you and miss you every day i don't think you would have left us. Or maybe if you had know the unconditional love of a child you would have thought twice . But if onlys, what ifs, and I wished are all to late now . I would swap my life with you in an instant Dave if you could come back to us all . I have so much admiration for you darling and I have been so very proud of you all my life .
My beautiful boy
Xxxxxxxxx

❤️thinking of you every hour of every day ❤️

My beautiful son David
not a second of any day goes by that you not in my mind
I miss you I love you and I will never be me again without you .
I love you with every part of me
Mum xxxxx

Like a diamond in the sky xxx

To my brother I’m so so sorry Dave I love you with every breath in my body I hate that u didn’t give yourself just one more chance you was an allways will be so much better an so much more than this you didn’t deserve this davo an the sadness an pain you was in will haunt me forever how ever long that may be I love you little bro I love you so much you really do shine so bright

How can you be gone , you are loved and missed by so many . Im so proud to be your mum Dave you were a truly lovley guy . There's been nothing but good things said about you from everyone . If only ........we could have saved you . You were to wonderful to be gone and you have left such a huge hole here as far as the other side of the world xxxxx

Fanny we miss you so much. Think about you everyday so strange to not hear your silly laugh or you just turning up to come over. Will always be in my thoughts and heart always and forever. You was always there for me ❤ thanks for being the best friend to my Adam. He misses you so much fan, if only you could see how loved you was. Love you lots xxxxxxx

Miss you darling , this isn't getting any easier , my whole body and mind yearn to see you and hold you and smell you . I really can't believe I will never see your face again . That you won't pull up in your van and say ' just a quick visit mum ' . Its torture for me, I need to know your okay and happy wherever you are I love you xxxxx

Dave my bro. Took Alfie & George to our stomping ground today (chimneys woods) we spoke about u and the fires we used to build together. We’ll always remember u forever and you’re with me every day. love u forever “Daveybaby” #Leybournecrew

11 weeks since you left this cruel world.
Miss you so much bro.
Perfect beer garden weather is here but you’re not!
Ain’t the same without you mate, really isn’t.

Hope you’re dancing in the sky.
Until we meet again, rest easy Mr B xx

Oh David my little silly sausage, not a day goes by without thinking, remembering and missing you! I thought I’d always have my mate Dave, I really took that for granted, if I had one wish ❤️ You’d be back! my loveable donut you always looked out for me 
love you always dave❤️ Xxx

Hello Dave I’m so very sorry this has all happened. I only met you a few times but those few times was enough to see how handsome and funny you was. Really wish I spoke to you more as you was a top fella.
I promise to be here for your sisters till my last day. Big love mate xxxx

Forever my brother forever my friend Dave I love you so much an I will miss you for as long as it takes so until we meet again please fly high fly so high an don’t ever stop I’m so sorry little bro I’m so sorry xxxxxxxx

There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think about you brother! Days I can’t stop laughing at the good times, others I have a little cry to myself because I miss you

Davey boi. You are so truly missed By so many. You was an amazing soul and I am truly greatfull to have had the pleasure of knowing you. I hope you have found your peace and keeping that rave going. Will see you soon my boi. Sleep tight Davey xxxx

We’ll have that drink one day Dave, I promise... just wait for me ❤️

I love you Dave I know in the last few years of you being here we drifted apart but that doesn’t mean we didn’t grow by the same beat of mums heart I love you Dave so so much I wish u would have reached out just once we could have helped you I hope wherever you are you are happy and we will see you again I hope I love you so much xxx

For my beautiful Son David
To the world
You were just a part
To me
You were the whole world
I love you darling now and for every second of my life .
You have my ❤ look after it till we meet again .
I love you David always and forever
Xxxxxxx