My beautiful son David
May 7, 2021
I still can't accept the fact that I will never see your beautiful smile , hear your little giggle, see your face or hear your voice ever again .
I don't know how to get through this Dave I really don't.
You were so special to me just something about you was so beautiful, ' mummy's little soldier ' . They laughed and called you that but you were . I loved you every second of my life my darling, and I will love you every second of the rest of my life . I wish you had come to me I know this should never have happened . The guilt will live with me forever why wasn't I here, why didn't I call the police straight away , why didn't i know, why didn't someone see it . Most of all why didn't someone tell me .
Now my boy is gone forever , and I don't know what to do
I don't know how to get through this Dave I really don't.
You were so special to me just something about you was so beautiful, ' mummy's little soldier ' . They laughed and called you that but you were . I loved you every second of my life my darling, and I will love you every second of the rest of my life . I wish you had come to me I know this should never have happened . The guilt will live with me forever why wasn't I here, why didn't I call the police straight away , why didn't i know, why didn't someone see it . Most of all why didn't someone tell me .
Now my boy is gone forever , and I don't know what to do