Father, I think about you every day. One of the first things when I wake up and one of the last things before I go to sleep. You really were a good hearted person and I forgive you for being sad. I'm sad too.
  Sometimes when I play my guitar alone I close my eyes and I picture you playing with me. I cry every time. You and I both know we can't change the past, but I don't think I can live another second unless I forgive you for not being able to be around. You made me who I am, because you live through me. You live through my son Emory Michael. I will never forgive myself for not giving you a second chance to be there for me. You should know that was on me, not you. I loved you Dad, but I couldn't be your legal guardian. For that, I feel a shame deep in my soul. I hope you're finally at peace and I hope to see you again someday.

  With love
    Michael Dungan (your son)