November 23, 2023
November 23, 2023
Hi my love
It's Thanksgiving. My Thanksgiving meal is some homemade bread , cream cheese and bacon bits. No one left to cook for. No one called me today, not my mom, my dad, not even Julie's family. I am alone. I have never felt more alone or unloved. All the people that cared whether I lived or died have gone. There will be no one holding my hand at the end. I pray you and Julie come for me. If there is even an after life. I honestly don't even believe that anymore. I am holding on because I promised Julie I would take care of Oliver. I love you my darling son. I loved you always. I wish we didn't lose so many Thanksgivings. I wish I could of changed the world for you and the end.
Love mommy
It's Thanksgiving. My Thanksgiving meal is some homemade bread , cream cheese and bacon bits. No one left to cook for. No one called me today, not my mom, my dad, not even Julie's family. I am alone. I have never felt more alone or unloved. All the people that cared whether I lived or died have gone. There will be no one holding my hand at the end. I pray you and Julie come for me. If there is even an after life. I honestly don't even believe that anymore. I am holding on because I promised Julie I would take care of Oliver. I love you my darling son. I loved you always. I wish we didn't lose so many Thanksgivings. I wish I could of changed the world for you and the end.
Love mommy