I miss you so much babe
March 3, 2022
by lisa wickham
Another long night. I'll never understand nor will I accept what has happened. Sometimes when I wake up for a few seconds as I'm waking up I wonder if if was a bad dream and then I remember Clatterbridge Hospital & I know it's all too real. I can't believe I've lost you. You never think it's going to happen to you. But it has. Everyday I miss you. So does your Mum & Dad. I would have switched places with you in a heartbeat. I done everything I could to keep your pain under control. Sadly that meant you was sedated and I struggle with this because I wanted to say so many things to you but I had to keep you out of pain babe. I hope you're out of all that pain now. I'll love & miss you for the rest of my life. 1 day we will be together again. I just have this longing in my heart to hold you. I love you darling. Sweet dreams babe xxxx