I love you so much mother I miss you I lay this red rose down to let you know that I still care for you and miss you so much...

Happy Thanksgiving Mama I love you so much I miss you so much,

I miss you so much Mama. There is so much I wanted to do with you I wanted to hug I like this candle answer reminder that I'm alive thanks to you I'm happy and that's what you wanted I have three wonderful people that love me two wonderful please love it mates. In one son I want to trade the world for him, but I would die if I had two for him thank you put up for me at the drop of a hat. Not everything is perfect yet I'm not going to say bad things about it because I'm still working on me! Because these people that are in my life do not talk down to me if I talk down to my cell they get on my case talk bad about myself they get on my case but that's because they love me. I love you so much Mama, I miss you but it's time for me to go I like this candle this pretty bright blue candle for you my light grows every day because of you.

This Red rose is for you momma to let you know how much I miss you. I have something to ask you, do you want me to do Bear Inc.? If you do help me get out of not being able to do it, as of right now it does not feel right and I love doing it so why is it not right help me get back into loving it, please. love you and Miss u a lot

This Candle is lit for your birthday I miss you so much, momma have a good day in heaven, and hug my kids and my bros and sister. party for me.

My heart hurts because it is March and your birthday comes up and I won't get to give you a hug or even a call. I lay this red rose for you to show you i have not for got about you and still love you.

I light this blue candle, you were there when I need you and Daddy would have kids at our house all the time for Christmas and the new year when their daddy and moms were out drinking, the good days,

I lay a red rose for you to show you how much I care . I have nothing be this flower to show you how much you mean to me. I know I have not become what you wanted me to but I'm going to try to this year I made it to my 46 birthday. I make this promise to you by my birthday next year to have Bear Ink up and running.

I lay this blue rose for it was your favorite color and flower. I'm so sorry I did not post for your birthday but I'm going to start now i love you and Miss you so much, just know i Miss you so much 

D is for Diligent, a committed worker
E is for Essential, a friend of great importance
B is for Buoyant, always in good cheer
B is for Beautiful, a balm for weary eyes
I is for Incredible, you raise the bar for greatness
E is for Ethical, guided by conscience

S is for Sensible, you always do the right thing
U is for Unflappable, nothing keeps you down
E is for Engaging, a fetching smile

B is for Brilliant, you have a beautiful mind
O is for Outstanding, always excelling
W is for Wise, you always have sage advice
E is for Enthusiastic, providing great encouragement
N is for Nice, a sweet soul

I want to come to be with you and dad I miss you both so much. it's been so hard on me to live I'm in so much pain not just from the loss of you but the body is in pain as well, I want to go be with you but it not my time. just know I love you and miss you and need you.

Well its your birthday so i light this candle to show you i miss you and love you so much it hard know you are with daddy (Roy ) and my children. one day i will see you and them . but to day i cried today i want to say why did you have to go why did you leave me in.

I light this candle to show you i need you and have not forgot about you but it funny someone of are friends have called me Debbie i know i look like you but i darker.i say thank you but that was my mom name,

its now 2020 and its been a hole year and it still hurts so bad  will it get better ? i hope

Mom,

at this time of year i hear you tell me that you love me and that i need to get off my ass and get some work done. and how much you love your homemade gifts . thank you for being the light when i need it. love you baby girl

I lay you this red rose at your feet I missing you so much

i light this candle to say I miss you soo much Mommy that it hurts some time I say something you said to me or sometime do some thing you sis to me im happy that your still hear looking over me but its not the some this is the light that you have planted  in my heart with the love you showed me and other

I lay a red rose to show you how much I love you, my heart hurts that you not hear but I know you are in a better place. love you so much.
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Well, Mommy this time last year I was buying g thing for your birthday. This year I light this Candle to show you my love and that I did not forget you this year is hard but I know your up there with all my brothers and sisters and my kids and daddy, so hear a light for me to say I love you and miss you so much,

well, mom, I made it till the 2 months of this year, I know you with dad hope you had a great Christmas and new year with him.

the back rose!
   The back Rose mean death to some but to me it means time to move on to be with the ones that have pass be for us. I lay this Back Rose to tell you it's time to go be with your loved ones that has moved. I will be with you someday but it will not be too soon. we love you, Mommy.

Today is the 3 day in 2019 you were to be here with me but your not, my heart hurt off not having you here with me but I know that Daddy and you are now together, so I lay this pink rose on this 2 day of 2019 not to cry over you or to say I miss you but to tell you I'm moving on with my life some days I'm sad some I hear me say something you say and smile. love you Mommy

I miss you my sweet sister.you are always in my thoughts and prayers.

I lay this rose for a loving and caring lady that showed me how to love and be caring  I LOVE AND MISS YOU MOMMY !