I can't think of where to start. I have so many great memories made with my Momma. She always told us when hanging up on the phone that she loved us more, and we'd never say bye. We would go back and forth saying, " Love you more!!" and we'd hang up on each other to get the last I love you more in. We did it throughout my life and I miss it terribly.
I am lost on my 30 minute drives to and from work. This is when we'd play catch up for the week, without kids yelling and playing and Eric aggravating us. She was always there. I have a voicemail she left me, me played phone tag alot..I play it several times a day. I am going to miss her singing Happy Birthday every year. I am so glad that one year I was busy and didn't answer. I have her singing Happy Birthday to me. I also have one from Sissy! My two Angels have always sang me Happy Birthday every year. Now, I have recordings of this memory that will make me smile when I miss their sweet faces.
I am not going to say that I am not crying almost every day because this would be a lie. I am comforted by knowing she is rejoicing with the Lord and no longer hurting. I have a memory every day that is related to what I am doing, eating, cooking, cleaning, working, singing, and living! She always told me that God has it all planned out and to give it to him.
I am closing for now. I am sure I will find a moment to share more, soon. I hope you all find in your hearts to share your memories.
The Psalms 23
The LORD Is My Shepherd
A Psalm of David
1 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
he leadeth me beside the still waters.
3 He restoreth my soul:
he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: for thou art with me;
thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
