This memorial website was created in memory of Dee Kerby, 45, born on May 25, 1971 and passed away on April 10, 2017. We will remember her forever. Please upload your favorite Dee stories, photos and memories as these will be passed on to her daughters. They will be cherished forever.
A memorial celebration will be held Saturday April 15 at 2:00 at Horan and McConaty. The address is 5303 E County Line Road Centennial, CO 80122. Please honor Dee's life by wearing the brightest colors you can find in your closet, black is unacceptable to her :). A reception will follow at the same location and all who were luck enough to have been touched by this amazing spirit are welcome to join in.
In lieu of flowers, contributions can be made to college funds established for each of the girls. If you would like to make a contribution please go to ugift529.com. Erin's ugift code is C3L-U04 and Katie's ugift code is R26-N6X.
Tributes
Leave a tributeI know you are here with me in all the small and big things, cheering me on and holding me up. I can still hear your laugh (best laugh ever) and feel your amazing hugs. I miss you. Every single day.
Well I started a new job yesterday. Covid bumbed me out of the last one. This is a good situation now. I’m sitting alone telling you all about every excruciating detail about the new challenge I have. It’s exciting and stressful. I just felt your hand on my back and then, Pop! This one was one for the record book. I got freaked out because I thought I really did break my neck. I’m sitting here in tears now because I think you just paid me a visit.
- Love: The Lilith Fair... July 1997 Winter Park Music Fest … epic lineup - Sarah McLachlan, Sheryl Crow, Tracy Chapman, Fiona Apple, Indigo Girls, Natalie Merchant... I was the third wheel, fresh off a breakup. While you and Kim tried to keep it upbeat - I 100% ruined this amazing weekend for everyone. I pouted and felt sorry for myself the whole time, capped off with that LONG ride home from the mountains in the back of Tony's car - me audibly ugly crying in the back seat. THE.WHOLE.WAY.HOME. Pretty sure Tony has never forgiven me. You were always my soft place to fall. Kim gets shit done (like writing my statistics paper the week earlier while you rubbed my head) and I love her so much for that. But YOU always picked up my pieces and hugged them back together - always. THIS is why I miss you every single day.
- Marriage: Your grace when I put you in a seafoam green bridesmaid dress and Kim put you in a periwinkle purple bridesmaid dress for our weddings. And you keeping a straight face when the hairdresser "knotted" my hair for your wedding. At least the dress you picked was cute! And when Kim got food poisoning at my wedding and you were holding her hair over the railing one minute and dancing to "Celebration" the next. I didn't even know until the next day! The show must go on was always your motto. You just never let anyone see you sweat. THIS is why I miss you every single day.
- Kids: Remember how much crap Kim and I gave you for drinking the all-consuming koolaid that is youth competitive sports?!? Or helping brush a horse before horseback riding lessons in the muddy, poopy, cold, dead of winter?? Man...did we judge you! Sometimes to your face...sometimes not. "Does she HAVE to go to ALL the games?" I know you are laughing your ass off right now, as Kim and I are drinking firehoses of the koolaid on the daily these days. We are sorry and we understand now that we were wrong. We know now that you being there for every event in their lives meant everything to you. Your fierce love and support for those beautiful girls of yours is the very best thing about you. You never waivered from that commitment. I am a better Mom because of you and THIS is why we all miss you every single day.
- Friendship - I did not have the pleasure of knowing you in high school, but man did it sound fun! I feel like I was there though - for as many times as I heard about SAA! And I honestly believe that the only reason Kim survived high school and undergrad was because you had her back. I feel like it is only right to properly thank you for speaking truth to her perceived "invincible" power back then. I am grateful every day that she is here to stand beside me as we try to do this life without you. We know how to be better friends because of you and THIS is why we miss you every single day.
Three years feel like forever, but at the same time, I can still hear that amazing laugh of yours like I just saw you yesterday. You made me a better person and I miss you every single day.
Kris
Happy Birthday Sweetheart.
I am thinking of you as I sip morning coffee. Dee was so sweet to me as Erin’s 7th grade Advanced language arts teacher and Erin was so feisty during the Animal Farm unit— remember that, Erin? You hhhhated Napoleon and when I tricked the class by giving candy to all the ‘pig’ supporters, you were so angry with the injustice. That was a favorite teaching memory for me. Dee supported the whole endeavor and we laughed a lot. I’ll bet you still have that fire, Erin girl.
Kate
Life wasn't easy for her but she never complained--just slept a little longer than we'd want her to! She was the first person our age truly passionate, & educated, about politics, opening my eyes to big issues (as well as my ears to new music). And I can't hear the words "Doc Martens" without thinking of her.
Tony, Erin and Katie, I wish you peace, healing and comfort through your precious memories of Dee. She was one of a kind and an impact on so many.
Erin and Katie...I am warmed to know that through you, there are pieces of her that live on. I know what an amazing mother she was and that her beauty and spirit radiate through you both. Tony, I know what a wonderful friend/wife/life partner she was to you. I pray for all of you to heal and find comfort in the fact that she will always live in your hearts and will be watching out for all of you from heaven.
The Cope Family is offering our prayers and love. We lost Vaughn, my husband, their daddy to cancer only 5 years ago. Please know we are with you in spirit, and your mommy/wife will live in you and through you always. With our love, Megan, Gretchen, Benny & Bridget Cope
Katie, I lost my Father in 3rd grade. I can feel your pain. I know he is still with me, guiding me through life... Let me know if you want to talk.
I have so many special memories of Dee and what I will remember most is how kindhearted she was, her sense of humor & her Laugh! That contagious Laugh! She was truly one of a kind. I have no doubt that Erin & Katie have inherited her kindness and her loving spirit. I am certainly a better person for having known her.
Tony, Erin & Katie--may her love be with you always and your precious memories always comfort you.
Dee--you truly will be forever missed. Rest in Peace sweet friend.
Until we meet again...
Love, Kathy Hawtin Brennan
I am very sorry for your loss. My thought are with you and your family.
She had so much spirit and life and love it is no wonder (now the last 20 or so years only my view into her world via Facebook) she had the most beautiful girls and sweet husband and you can just tell they lived life to the fullest in every single moment) A
photo of one of her daughters holding up a sign at the women's march and Dee's comment--that's my girl she's ready to run for president in 2040-- really got to me. It showed everything --how proud of a mom she was, how proud she was of how she raised her girls and you can just feel the love and admiration there with her daughters in that and other posts. I pray for both of you that you live a life of legacy and carry on your mom's beautiful and infectious spirit. Sending lots love and hugs from NJ! Bonnie Cohen Lafazan
Much Love,
Adam, Marilee, Annie, Spencer, Garett, Logan and Avery Christofferson
Leave a Tribute
I know you are here with me in all the small and big things, cheering me on and holding me up. I can still hear your laugh (best laugh ever) and feel your amazing hugs. I miss you. Every single day.
It’s the little things...
As we near 2 years since you were taken way too soon, I find myself thinking of all the Dee-isms that make me smile. Here are just a few:
- Your laugh - it was so special. I can still hear it in my head. And every time we got off the phone, you would do this little laugh and say bye.
- Your “squishiness” - I mean, those “Double Ds” were always my soft place to fall. Your hugs were the very very best. You were never the first to let go and you smelled like fabric softener / baby powder / soap? Does “warmth” have a smell? If so, that’s the smell.
- Your presence - you always answered my call, day or night. You never made me feel dumb for wallowing in my first world problems. You were always all in - willing to wade through them with me until I could see through to the other side. When I had any pain, physical or emotional, I would sometimes point out that what I was going through was minor compared to the struggles of others in the world, including your own, and you would immediately call bullshit. “Pain is pain”, you would say, and comparison to the intensity of other people’s pain is pointless. “You are feeling it and that matters.”
- Your hot mess of a car - your car rivaled mine with its mess, and that is a pretty big feat. We would talk about how we were just prepared for an emergency and that we could for sure feed and clothe our families from our cars for weeks if there was a zombie apocalypse.
- Your tears - with every milestone your girls had... first day of school (every.single.one), first dance recital, first strike out. The three of us (you, Kimand I) would laugh and contrast our feelings around these events. Kim was on “Team Dee” in this area (and for the record is pretty much still in denial that her children are eventually going to move out one day - just sayin’). My reaction, on the other hand, to these same types of milestone was typically... “Crack open the wine... let’s celebrate... I get a few hours to myself ... peace out!”
- Your love of all things crafty and vintage. Your creativity was off the charts and the way you poured yourself into the scrapbooks for your family was amazing. Works of art.
- Our laughs at Kim’s expense during her blonde moments!
- Your disdain for having to cook dinner most nights for the family and not being able to just heat up frozen fish sticks or make your famous nachos (do chips, shredded cheddar and chopped tomatoes technically qualify as nachos?!) because your husband is a chef.
- Your inability to swallow a pill without making a gagging noise.
- Your refusal to ever let your physical limitations define you. Top of mind for me was your determination to walk in the Women’s March indowntown Denver. Your legs were really killing you and you refused to let it get in the way of the experience with your girls.
- Your pure joy - when you discovered a new gluten-free baked good that didn’t taste like saw-dust. I remember the day you discovered those tiny GF cinnamon muffins. Pure bliss!
I think I could just write and write all day about all the things I loved about you my friend. I miss you.
Worst School Pictures
Dee, Tammy, and I sat in the lobby of our daughters' ballet studio every week talking about EVERYTHING. I looked forward to these "therapy" sessions where we would laugh and laugh at ourselves, our children, life's craziness... one week we talked about how cool we thought our fashion sense was in the seventies and eighties and we lamented the school pictures that captured it too perfectly. The next week Dee brought in an elementary school photo of herself. She was standing at a split-rail fence post with a fake nature scene behind her. (The typical school photos from that time.) With her hands placed perfectly on the fence post, she mirrored the squirrel or chipmunk (or some other woodland creature) that was illustrated on her sweatshirt in the exact same position! It was priceless. We all laughed so hard, I'm sure the other parents in the studio thought we were insane. We could barely talk because the laughter took our breath away! I could laugh now about it again if I wasn't feeling so sick at the loss of Dee. It's four days later and it's still unbelievable. It is absolutey unbelievable. I keep hearing her giggle in response to some snarky comment I've made or a legitimately funny story we've shared. I want to keep hearing that forever.
Vegas
The Kirby family drove all night to get to Vegas, where we shared several incredible dinners, pool time and the Strip. These were incredible because of Dee and Tony and their sense of humor and wit. I'll will forever miss our gatherings. I will forever miss my friend.