I miss you so much mommy life without you is different i really sit sometimes and cry wondering why you had to leave me this is my sad reality living without you and I’m hurt I’m Confused i still be like wow this real my mommy gone forever i thought we had a life time to go with each other i really don’t like feeling so empty inside mommy but i hope you knew i love you and i really was just trying to help get you better when i called ambulance to come get you i wouldn’t have forgave myself if something happen here at home n i didn’t even attempt to get you some help people don’t know but every time i sit and think bout everything that happen that day plays over and over in my head wishing we didn’t get that call that you’re gone wishing that i didn’t see your body on that table  i wish so bad i could wake up from this bad dream you was my best friend my mommy all in one i miss you so much when i get invited out now i feel sad cause i can’t even call you and tell u bout things or i gotta watch other people with they mom and mine gone i distant myself from people even more now mommy i hate it’s like this but ion wanna be sitting there all sad and everybody enjoying they self n I’m thinking bout how it would be if you was here too i know i wasnt the perfect daughter but i did try my best i will always tell Layla about you always