Denise Nicole Johnson, (1994 - 2011) - ForeverMissed.com Online Memorials

Let the memory of Denise Nicole be with us forever.
Forever 16

16 years old
Born on May 7, 1994 in Phladelphia, Pennsylvania, United States
Passed away on January 2, 2011 in Middletown, Delaware, United States

This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Denise Nicole Johnson who was born on May 7, 1994 and passed away Much to soon on January 2, 2011. We will remember her forever. We are so lost without you.

Forever 16 Our Sweet Sweet Baby Girl.

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May 11, 2017

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADY BUG :( WE MISS YOU DOWN HERE BUT KNOW THAT YOU ARE WATCHING US. NO MATTTER HOW OLD I GET I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AND THE SMILE. YOU WILL REMAIN IN MY HEART,MIND AND SOUL FOREVER. SO MANY WISHES AND WHAT IF, BUT NONE WILL BRING YOU BACK. NEVER NEVER DID WE THINK THAT YOU WOULDNT BE HERE WITH US AT SIXTEEN, LOVE YOU THEN AND WILL ALWYAYS LOVE YOU LADY BUG. UNTIL I SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN, KEEP WATCHING OVER THE LITTLE ONES AND KEEP COMING TO JULIEN. HE CALL YOU HIS NE NE.

May 7, 2017

Happy Birthday Baby Girl, I miss you so much, you were supposed to be here celebrating life with the other two; Malinda and Stacey both have baby boy's now. Malinda's baby remind us of you. I wish I would have came to Delaware a year earlier, because you would be alive living with me. Luv you always and forever.

January 5, 2017

it been six years since you left us. NOTHING CHANGE, OUR LOVE FOR YOU AND FEELINGS WILL NEVER NEVER DIE FOR YOU. STILL WILL NEVER UNDER STAND WHY YOUR LIFE WAS CUT SHORT. I WILL ALWAYS SEE THAT SMILE AND REMEMBER YOU.
NEVER THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD HAVE LEFT US AT 16, NEVER. LOVE YOU THEN AND ALWAYS DENISE NICOLE JOHNSON. ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS :(

September 9, 2016

Hi my beautiful beautiful Angel there so much I need to say to you and I wish that you could actually answer me back I really wish you were here with me you were the on that had unconditional love for me always you were one ears to talk to you were the on who would up a smile on my face as wide as a football stadium. Denise I sit and think how things may have been different if you were still here I can't help but get angry a lot of time because your aren't here baby over these years I have become very sheltered it's like nothing matters anymore and now since my Mother is gone things don't matter I. In a world all by myself it seem like there is so much that has happen to me and no one to tell it to because they will say I'm tripping or looking for sympathy which I do t want that from no one so I stay in my shell and think about the things and the anger just builds up more and more. Baby I wish that January 2,2011 ever existed then I would be talking to you In person your mum mum misses her baby it's hard for me to see other girls celebrating their accomplishments because I can't see you with all of your accomplishments I see everyone becomes becoming be grandparents and I know that I will never get the chance to be a great grandmother to your child and spoil them the way you did you this all hurts me to my soul nene you didn't know that you were my life when they buried you they buried my life right along with you. I'm just merely existing with no meaning to my life anymore. I hurt so bad from many things and can't talk to anyone about it. People don think I have feeling or whatever. My love please come to me again we had a good time last week in my dream the only thing Is when I wake up you are not here. I love you to the moon and beyond and would do anything to touch you again

April 7, 2016

HI baby girl, think about all the time, and how you would be hanging with your cousins, so much is going on as you can see from above. I will never understand why you left us at 16, I will never forget anything about you. I have your picture on my desk to always look at you, there is so much I never got a chance to say to you, so much guilty on why we couldn't save you. I WILL LOVE YOU FOR EVER, AND I ALWAYS ASK Marcus where you are because I WILL NEVER LET HIM FORGET YOU. FLY HIGH BABY GIRL.

March 26, 2016

Hi baby it's been a while since I've been on here I miss you so much Denise if you only knew the hole that you left in my heart when you left me. Baby I need you here so bad there is so much I need to tell you but I know you are lookin down at me. Baby why did you leave me Why.

May 13, 2015

HEY CUZ U WOULDVE BEEN 21 THIS YEAR WE COULDVE WENT TO GET A DRINK TOGETHER LOVE U MISS U ALWAYS TELL SHAYA DADDY SAYS I LOVE U

May 9, 2015

My Nene pooh,
I miss you so much, life has not been the same without you. I wish you were here: I miss your beautiful smile and that silly laugh of yours. You will always be in my heart, Forever and Forever. Love your Aunt Stacey.

May 8, 2015

Hello Denise, yesterday you were 21. I know you were smiling on all of us. Your cousins miss you so much. Boy what a party it would've been. We would have had to put out a APB on the three of you. Well now the 4 of you because She She is hanging tough now. I miss you just as much today as I did yesterday and will miss you more tomorrow. Kiss and hug the Grandmoms for me. I know you all are enjoying each other. I love you Denise forever!

May 7, 2015

CANT BELEIVE THAT YOU WILL NOT BE HERE TO CELEBRATE WITH YOUR COUSINS,THE CITY OF PHILADELPHIA WOULD HAVE BEEN IN A UPROAR WITH YOU THREE TODAY. GOD GOT THIS ONE WRONG, YOU LEFT US TOO SOON, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU LADY BUG, YOUR SMILE AND THE WAY YOU LOVED YOUR FAMILY, A RYDE TO THE END. CANT FIGURE OUT WHY YOU ARE NOT HERE WITH US.

May 7, 2015

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADY BUG, TODAY YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 21, NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS WOULD I HAVE THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD NOT BE HERE WITH US AT 21. WILL LOVE AND REMEMBER YOU ALWAYS, FOREVER IN MY HEART. DONT UNDERSTAND GOD PLAN, I THINK TAKING YOU WAS THE WRONG PLAN. BLOW US A KISS FROM HEAVEN, NEVER WANT TO FORGET THAT SMILE AND FACE. FLY HIGH LADY BUG.

May 7, 2013

Happy 19th Birthday baby girl. We miss and love you. I know you are smiling down on us trying to tell us not to be sad because God has you under his wing but this life is tough without you. I know Malinda, Stacey and Sheila think about you often. I often wonder what the 3 of your lives would've been like if you were here. The parties the arguments and the being cousins again. we love you!

January 2, 2013

2 years but it seems like yesterday. I wish you were here to see Ari, Jalen & Julien. Julien is the meek and mild one and Ari and Jalen are the hell raisers. the 2 of them walk around cussing all day and night. You would have given that lively laugh when you heard them but i know that you are laughing at them in heaven where all angels go. we miss you baby girl always and forever

January 2, 2013

Well today make two years that I have been without you my love and I hurts the same as it did they day God came and took you home I have your baby Kayla that's helps me through she is funny and loving but for some reason I feel close to you when i'm close to her it like you left a part of you in her well baby as always I love you and can't wait to see and hold you again . Love Always MOMMY

July 22, 2012

Hi My love sitting here wanting you back me and grandpop just finished watching the Dvd that Mazie made for your celebration of life. We would give anything to have you bace with us. Babygirl my life is so damm empty without you in it. I long to hear your voce calling Mum Mum and to see your face again would do my heart good. I still say God took you to soon. I Love you my babygirl.

May 2, 2012

Hi NeNe, I've been thinking about you a lot lately, partly because your birthday but mainly because this would have been you and your cousin's year to shine. Proms and parties. You are truly missed and althought we have to go on with life's daily tasks it just seem likes nothing is the same. Our world has forever changed and will never be the same. I love you our circle is broken forever.

January 18, 2012

DENISE I KNOW YOUR LAUGHING AT YOUR AUNT, I HAD TO USE MY MAIDEN NAME BECAUSE I FORGOT MY EMAIL ADDRESS, SO I HAD TO MAKE ANOTHER ONE. I HAD TO WRITE TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOU ARE MISS. JAN. 2 WAS NOT A GOOD DAY TO DO IT. I LOVE YOU THEN AND NOW AND THINGS WILL NEVER NEVER BE THE SAME. I CRY WHEN I AM HAPPY BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE WHAT IS GOING ON.

January 18, 2012

THE NEW BABIES IN THE FAMILY, BIRTHDAYS. I DONT KNOW IF THE SUN WILL FULLY SHINE AGAIN. IF WE COULD SEE YOU AND TOUCH YOU ONCE MORE, TO HOLD AND KISS YOU JUST ONCE MORE. I CAN SEE YOUR SMILE IF I CLOSE MY EYES, YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE AND HEAR YOUR LAUGHTER. WE WILL NEVER KNOW WHY YOU ARE NOT HERE, BUF OUR LOVE CONTINUE TO GROW AND IN OUR HEARTS YOU WILL ALWAYS BE, I LOVE YOU FOREVER.

September 14, 2011

Hi My Love my tears will never stop I need you in my life so bad without you I have no Life all I have is a lifeless body. Denise you know that you were my everything My heart is so cold there is no warmth in it anymore. Babygirl my life seems to long I want to be with you again.

July 6, 2011

Seems like it was a rough weekend for everyone. I remember last 4th you were here and hanging out with your cousins telling Malinda off because you couldn't get in touch with her, threatening to beat up Stacey for Sheila & this 4th we were all thinking of you & why your not here.

July 1, 2011

Hi NeNe, another day missing you. Your cousins were really missing you yesterday and all of us are still missing you today. I'm glad you came to your mum mum and gave her a little peace but life will never be the same without you.

June 11, 2011

Sitting here looking at your pictures and wishing that you were here with us. Babygirl its been 5 months and the pain is the same as the first or worse because I need you here My life is nothing without you in it I love you so much.

June 10, 2011

Hi NENe, sitting here at work thinking about you and wishing you were here. I wish I could feel one of your hugs and your "I Love you too Aunt Pam". I think about you everyday and I hope and pray that you knew how much you were loved and missed.

May 23, 2011

My love, My Love Only God knows how I miss and need you and the pain that I feel daily along with the tears that I shed. You were my life my first my everything. Yes I still ask why my babygirl I will ask this until the day I die. Why did he do this

May 23, 2011

Hi Baby Girl Sitting here waiting for my ship to come in and bring me to you. I miss you so much. Baby the pain is not getting any better and the Family gatherings are really getting harder for me to attend. And I hate to ruin everyones day and that

May 22, 2011

IF I LIVE TO GROW OLD, AND DURING THAT TIME I FORGET MAYBE MY NAME OR THE DAILY TASK OF EVERYDAY LIVING, I DO KNOW FOR SURE ONE THING I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER AND THAT IS MY NEICE. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER. THE PAIN WILL NEVER EN

May 22, 2011

I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL MOTHER NATURE SAY HER WORK IS THRU, WE CELEBRATED YOUR LIFE ON YOUR BIRTH DAY. WE WILL HURT FOREVER, SEEING YOUR PICTURES IS SO PAINFUL FOR ME, I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT I HAD A LOVING BEAUTIFUL NEICE NAME (DENISE NICOLE JOHNSON)

May 9, 2011

Happy Birthday Baby girl! It was a beautiful day just like you. You would've loved your day although I know you were there with us in spirit. I think about you everyday because you are forever in all of our hearts and none of us will ever be the same

May 2, 2011

Well baby today makes 4 months since you left us. Babygirl my life is so empty without you. My days are still the same tearfull and hurting so much. I loved you so much my love and that will never change.

April 28, 2011

Hi My love,My life, My Everything I sitting here planning a celebration of life for May 7th which I should be planning your 17TH Birthday with your mom not a celebration of Life. My love I'm struggling every day with this. I think about you daily and

March 3, 2011

HEY CUZ.....THINKING ABOUT U .....SITTING HERE WITH NASHAYA....PLEASE WATCH OVER MY BABY I MISS U LOVE U FOREVER...."GONE TO SOON"

February 18, 2011

hey nene,it's me shawna, i miss you & I love you so so so so much..you are forever missed !!!!

February 5, 2011

Thinking of you today and every day. Still asking why,I want to beleive that god make no mistake and that it was your time, but it is hard, this is the worst thing and pain I have ever face in my 57 years, will LOVE YOU FOREVER DENISE. I DO BELEIVE YOU ARE WITH GOD AND SMILING DOWN ON US, IF ONLY YOU COULD GIVE US A SIGN OR SEE YOU JUST ONCE MORE, THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND LAUGHTER. xxxxxooooxxxooo

January 30, 2011

LOVE YOU BABY FOREVER, THIS HOLE WILL NEVER BE FULL AGAIN. I WILL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU FOR EVER, OUR LITTLE FIGHTER WITH THE BEAUTIFUL SMILE.

January 30, 2011

My Love My Life My everything. I was suppose to be the first to go not you. My Baby you had your whole life ahead of you. Baby I stll ask the question why my Granddaughter. Why so soon, Why did she leave me here we should have gone together. My life will never be the same. The pain that I feel I will take to my grave wth me. I love you so Much. Mum Mum

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May 2, 2013

Hey baby well in five more days we will be celebrating you 19th birthday and I wish more than anthing in this wols that you were here so I could see your face I miss you so much the pain I feel is constant but I manage to keep it togther your brother and sister are getting ready for 8th grade graduation and then it's on to the ninth grade I can't believe how fast they are growing up. I know that you keep a watchful eye over then so I don't even have to ask that of you.I know one thing you sister Kayla keeps your memory alive I see so much of you in her and the things that come out of her mouths help me know that you are still around because it's things that only you would know or say . She keep your Mum Mum going they have a special bond like you and her did I don't know what it is about her but she is very special and Mr. Kaiden the two of them are FB hits everyone loves to see what they are up to and it always something just like you they keep me busy LOl Kyree voice is getting deeper and he has a little bit of peach fuzz over his top lip and Daddy he just got a big promtion but he misses you like crazy our house is not the same we don't have fun like we use to when you were here well baby I have to get back to work I love you so much baby and as always I can't wait until the day I get to hold you in my arms again.

Love Always and for ever MOMMY

January 2, 2013

Nene I Miss You So Much Cousin Today Makes 2 years since You Flown Away Its Kind Of Hard Not Having You Around But I Know You Are In Heaven Smiling Down. Babygirl we All Will Give Anything Just To See,Hug and Kiss You. This Pain Will Never Go Away. I Miss Her Writting to me On Facebook and always calling Me BigHead and sending me pictures of kaiden All We Got Left Is Pictures and Memories. Till That Day We Meet Again In My Heart Is Where I Keep You Cousin I Love You and Miss You So Much!!!!!

My Grief

January 19, 2012

My Basket of burdens Is filled with the grief of my loss
It is so heavy to carry Although this road I must cross
This pathway through life Feels unbearable at times
And I don't have the strength For this mountain I climb
The Basket's filled with sorrow Oh, how I miss my love
At first, It's impossible to carry, Where is my help from above?
It's draining my strength I can't do anymore This pain goes so deep Right down to my core As I carry this Basket I'll learn to manage the weight
Each step of the way Will become easier they say
But how do they know, Have they been here before?
If so, where's their Basket They're responsible for?
This Basket of burdens You can't see and can't touch
I carry it inside me This pain is too much
Patience is needed to carry This loss that I feel
A shoulder to lean on So, someday I will heal
God sent my family My friends and spirits unknown
So, I won't carry this Basket For-ever alone
Someday, I'll lay down my Basket With burdens? no more
My pain will be gone When I cross through that door
Then I'll know reason For my Basket of Burdens
How God showed me His grace When I couldn't cope with the season
Love and support that He gave When His presence felt unknown He was with me each step When I felt so alone

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