BIRTHDAY GREETINGS by DANNY SHAH

Happy 50th birthday to you, my friend. I know how much u loved to celebrate, and this birthday would have been no exception. How I wish you were here and we could have done it the only way u knew how… In grand style!
Life sometimes can be so unfair but whatever life throws at you…. you just have to pick yourself up, dust off and give it your best to carry on.
These past two and a half months have been the most difficult and darkest period in my life and although sometimes I feel like giving up, everyday I have to muster the strength to carry on, as hard as it may be.
But I press on and try to weather this storm that has crashed down on me.
You were my everything and now I feel as though I have nothing left. I have been thrown into a tailspin of emotions that I don’t know how to deal with, because I was not ready. I don’t think I ever will be.
I can never get used to you not being around. Everyone keeps saying that it is going to get better and that time is the greatest healer, but honestly, I don’t feel as if it’s getting any better and time certainly hasn’t healed me.
But today I will be strong. I will hold my head up high and wish the best for you on your birthday. So, wherever you are, I know that you will be shining down your ray of light on me, guiding me to a brighter place, making it better; for I know brighter days are coming soon.
So, as I remember you today with sadness in my heart, my love for you will see me through this and I will see you again some day.
Rest In Peace my dearest friend.
Happy 50th birthday Denzil.

Happy Birthday in heaven cuz! I know that you will be celebrating with those that have passed. I can hear your infectious laugh even now! I know where you are, you are in want of nothing, but I pray that on your birthday, that God give all of your loved ones (too much to list) the strength, courage and peace that they so desperately need as they journey through this earthly life without you... today and always! Love, your little cuz/sister... Shelly

MY LIFE MOVING FORWARD                              July 13, 2021

Today Denzil would have been celebrating his 50th birthday. It would have been a joyous, happy occasion for all, because Denzil would have made sure of that!
He loved celebrating birthdays…. especially his own! He was never content with just one day of celebrations, it would be at minimal a week of celebrations.
But instead, we are mourning and remembering him this morning. Our hearts are aching and our grief knows no bounds. I cannot call him as I usually do to wish him a happy birthday. I can only cry out to God asking Him why He took my only brother from me so soon… I was not ready; the world was not ready to lose Denzil!
But here we are, celebrating his birthday without him, having to live with the memory of his smile, his voice, his cheerful countenance that always brought joy to whoever and wherever he was. How do I go on Lord?
Life is fleeting and we are only with each other for a while, let us try to live our lives as Denzil did, bringing smiles to others and helping each other on this journey, for nobody knows when it will end…. that is God’s secret.
To all of us who are celebrating Denzil’s birthday today, let’s keep him close to our hearts and remember the good times, and know that we will be together again…. someday
Your sister in grief,
Lisa

THE DENZIL I KNEW AND LOVED by DANNY SHAH June 6, 2021

As we celebrate your life today, 40 days since you left us, this is my tribute to the Denzil that I knew and loved.
Since we became friends in Feb 2010, one thing that stood out was your positive outlook on everything and your infectious personality. I say this because people and animals were instantly drawn to you, like KIWI for example. He paid no attention to me when you were around, he was your “Son son”.
We developed a friendship that stood the test of time. We did everything together… work, play, party, family gatherings and of course the first love of your life…travelling the world. You were always on the lap top looking for the next destination along with Jinelle, so much so that Andy dubbed you “Vicky B”.
Family meant everything to you and there wasn’t anything you wouldn’t do for the people you loved. One of your favourite sayings was “Joan does get me mad sometimes, but when I see she in a box I go bawl the place down!”  Ent Sterling? Lisa, Dario and Dillon were your life and I admired how you used to romp with them in the basement whenever we visited Calgary.
My sisters told me that I became a better person because of you and it’s so true. You always gave me that extra push I needed for me to be the best I could be. You were and still is the “wind beneath my wings”.
I remember when Whitney Houston, your long-time singing idol had just passed away and we were in LA. You insisted that you drive by the hotel in Beverly Hills where she died so you could get a picture. I remember walking slowly down the boulevard while you drove behind me, and being frightened as hell, two black men in a residential area, checking out the place and you shouting in the back... “Make sure you get the picture eh!” I did get the picture for you.
You loved having people around you, always ready to plan a lime. I will miss all the family get togethers we had, with you always insisting to bring a cake.
I will miss your kindness, that soft side that few people saw, the way nothing was too much for you to do for anyone. I will miss that crazy laugh that happens for very little or nothing at all.                                          I will miss you telling me “Wendy mango amchar does taste better than mine.                               “Most of all I will miss the friend that you were to me, someone like you comes along only once in a lifetime.
Monday May 3 at 5:45 am will forever be etched in my memory, you turning your head to tell me over and over… “Don’t leave me” and I replied, “No I’m right here, I will never leave you” and yet after one more don’t leave me, you left me, never to return. I will always remember watching that van drive away with you, somehow knowing that I’ll never see you again.
Your passing was heart wrenching for everyone, no one was ready to say goodbye to you so soon. But God had bigger plans for you, we may never understand it, because you leaving forever was something I was not ready for, my dearest friend, oh how I wish I could turn back time and still have you here with us.
In life we all loved you and in death we will continue to love and miss you every day of our lives, until we meet again.
Rest in eternal peace, my dearest Denzil

Denzil boy you left a mark in so many people's life. You never settled for mediocre you always aimed for the highest star. You made your mark at Rbl and then I came and sat in the same hot seat but I knew I had big shoes to fill but u always stopped by and gave me encouragement to keep fighting d good fight. Even when d opportunity came for me to leave you encouraged me to take that leap and today I have no regrets. You have ventured on to a new Journey my friend so press on. Certainly won't ever be forgotten. The lord had a bigger plan for you. Rest in peace. I pray that your loved ones will live on in your wonderful memories, may God give them the strength.

I remember coming to RBL High Street Branch and being taken around and meeting Denzil. Everyday he would come by and said hello and leave me with a little joke and a smile on my face, because of his way I didnt have to feel like an outsider. Thank you Denzil for being one of the good experiences for me in Republic bank.

Denzil,
It’s been many years, but it doesn’t take away the tragic pain felt of losing you. I remember the fun memories we all had at Republic Bank, Harris Promenade working as a team and laughing our butts off with your hilarious sense of humor! I shall remember those memories and smile fondly. Happy our paths have crossed.
Rest In Peace my friend.

I will always remember Denzil as a warm, caring person who was always a great friend. Every time I was having a rough day he always knew how to make me laugh and lift my spirits. We all miss you but I know God has gained another angel. Sleep in peace my dear friend

I will always remember Densil for his vibrant spirit and joy for living. He always had a smile in his face and would be the one to bring laughter to the office at Republic bank, High Street.

You will be sadly missed my dear friend. I know you are flying high with the Angels

Denzil, you are and always will be like a brother to me. You are in so many of my childhood memories, many a weekend we spent with you and Lisa, concerts, beach limes, late nights up talking and joking. The beach limes were the best of course, like my sisters said, getting up early for walks on the beach and singing and dancing in the sand. That was during a time when life was less complicated and we were able to laugh, get lost in music and have childhood crushes on musicians : ). The last week has been tough, a lot of I wish i did and what ifs. Life kept us busy and in our last conversation I remember you saying, "Sind we don't see each other often but I'm sure you know that whenever you need me, I'll be there... " and I echoed the sentiment. Love does transcend time and physical distance and you will forever be alive in my heart. I just have to think of you and your unique laugh and smile appears instantly. I know we'll see each other again but until then, I'll miss you and I love you dearly.

Denzil....memories of our family get together was alway so comfortable with you around.We grew apart as life went on, but when we met it was always so nice to be around you.I wish we could have spent more time together and be more a part of each other lives.I will truly miss you. Nigel and family.

Where do I begin... so many years ago you and Alicia together with Judy and Rai, Suzanne and Bobby, Rory and Laura became my closest friends/ family that I shared so many wonderful memories with. Christmas was your favorite time for entertaining and I sooo loved to visit your beautiful house . Our limes were the best, your laughter was always contagious. My children literally grew up with you all. Mayaro vacations... I remember when I made a fruit salad for breakfast and you totally appreciated it ... Tobago ... I remember the evening we were all by the pool and you went to Store Bay and came back with some treats for us... All fours and laughter. God has blessed me with my wonderful friends.
I remember when he was at Republic and he would take me into his office when I went to conduct business...I felt so special. He made my dream come alive when because of him I could have purchased a car. He was too precious a person. There are too many precious moments and memories that I will always treasure.
I don’t know why he was taken so soon but ... we will meet again ! Alicia you have your personal Angel, I wish I could take away the pain of losing him❤️
Kamala Mohammed

 Since I learned about what happened on Monday morning, I cannot stop thinking about it. My mind cannot process that you are gone- it just does not seem possible.
 I remember growing up with you, spending weekends and holidays at your home, playing games and talking, going to the movies and all the other priceless childhood adventures we shared together. I will always treasure them.
 Although I left Trinidad a while back and we didn't talk as often, the bond between us never waivered. Whenever you visited us here or we visited Trinidad, we picked up as if I never left. 
 Some bonds between people cannot be strained by distance, time or circumstance. You were like my other brother- I will always remember you.
 May God bless you and may God bless Aunty Joan, Lisa, your beloved nephews and all of us that mourn you. Your cousin, Ryan.
Rest In Peace.

Hi Cuz may you have eternal peace. You would be missed by all. I know what it is to lose someone you love at a tender age all ifs and why's but as they say only God knows the ifs and why's. Rest in peace cuz

Denzil you have been like another son in this family here in Florida . One of our favorite memories was that every year you would come on vacation and spend some time with us. We would be in the backyard sitting under the mango tree.sipping a scotch and coconut water, old talking with some light hearted jokes.you will be dearly missed words can’t express our grief.Rest In Peace our favorite nephew

Gone too soon brother, you will be dearly missed, we had some fun times which I will cherish forever. May your soul rest in eternal peace.

Denzil, we have been out of touch for a while, but that didn't change the fact that you were like a brother to me. We all shared alot of memories growing up. I remember our Mayaro vacations like it was yesterday. I remember us singing your favorite Whitney Houston and Mariah Carey songs, making audio tapes for fun. I remember the fetes we went too... you and your sisters, you said. In more recent times, anytime we met we reminisced how I would get mad when you guys didn't play with me or if I lost her we played any board games. Those were the best days, some of my best childhood memories were with you. Oh how I regret not taking time out of my busy schedule to keep in touch Denzil. I look at all the posts on fb and its clear how much you were loved and will be missed. Any photo I look at I can recognize that facial expression or hear that laugh lol. Tomorrow is my birthday... every year I could count on receiving one post card.... and it was from you. A simple thing but it brought such joy to me...an example of the many ways you showed your loved ones you cared. I'm going to miss that... Denz, you shocked us all by your sudden passing, but your work on earth is done and we have to accept that and cherish the memories we had with you. Rest now in peace cuz, love, Shelly

Cuz, I cannot believe I will not see that smile of yours... I am forever thankful for all our chats via social Media but just sitting with you and catching up over a glass of red wine (you are welcome btw ) was priceless. God was ready for you... You certainly left your mark on earth... Say hi to Miche ❤️

My brother Denzil....where do I begin? This was not how it was supposed to end. It's too soon! We had so much more to do and experience together....Christmas, vacations, spending time with your nephews. But God had a different plan, He wanted you back. Your work here is done.
You were the best brother any girl could ask for, and I will cherish every memory we created together since birth. And you made sure we made lots of memories! But selfishly, I wanted more...more time to make more memories.
My life has forever changed, nothing will be the same again. A life without you in it is going to be hard to envision, how do I move on not ever being able to hear your voice every Sunday when you message me asking, "Hey, you home?" Then you would call and we would chat and catch up.
Suddenly my life feels very empty and grey, like the color suddenly went out and it hurts to contemplate a future without you in it.
Your nephews are struggling to make sense of it all...how could their Uncle Denzil be taken away so suddenly? No one has the answer but one thing we all know is that you are a ray of light that suddenly went out, leaving only pain and despair.
But moving forward, I promise you that everything that my boys and I do in the future is going to be dedicated to your memory and in your honor.
You will forever live within our hearts and your deeds and smiling face will always remembered with love and adoration. Til we meet again... RIP

My handsome cousin, brother and confidante just to name a few..u took a piece of me when u left this earth..memories of our childhood flood my mind and all i can feel is tears of denial and despair....your loving smile and caring ways will never be forgotten..our family visits to Hingwan Drive ..dancing and singing in the sand..parties and limes..hiding secrets, sleepovers..confiding in you with all my fears and being your "doctor "whenever u reached out to me and the list goes on and on..i love u dearly and my life would never be the same...wherever u are i pray that God guides you and surround u with eternal peace..until we meet again ..Rip..