Derek, I miss you more then anything. I think about you constantly and wish everyday that God didn't take you away from us. I know you're in a better place, but its hard not having that big brother figure in my life. I hope that one day justice will come and we will find out who did this to you. Please come to me in my dreams, its been too long. I love you big brother, more then anything and I hope you can look down to see me and see how well I am doing and how well my life is coming along. I wish you could have met Jerron, you would have loved him so much and you guys could have gotten along pretty well. I hope you know that you are missed every day. I love you.