I remember the day I found out that I was pregnant with you! I was soo excited to be your mom! It was hard to hide my excitement as you well found that out through the years! My world never had more purpose than it did to be your mom! I knew I would love you as much as I could!! I will continue to love you in death too honey. I'm so sorry.. This wasn't suppose to happen to us! Your missed so much...you have no idea the pain we feel. And because I love you..id never want you to feel it. It's unexplainable sweetie! It's really icky. My heart pounds my stomach drops...over and over. Be good and if there is what everyone says there is then I'll see you again! Muah to infinity.