Ariana and I just visited your grave, she went there the day after your 2nd anniversary. She left a beautiful letter with her hand print and footprint. She was saddened to see no flowers and said Nana, Derek does not have any flowers and he needs some, can we buy him some? Auntie Rainey removed the red, white and blue ones we put there for the 4th of July so the cemetery would not throw them away. Sorry we did not make it on the right day but you have beautiful yellow roses with baby's breath now. I still can't believe you're gone, I read her letter in the Van and I told her you loved it and right at that moment the overhead light came on and I told her that is your way of showing her how much you liked it and letting us know you are always with us. I keep seeing the shiny new pennies appearing every time I am wondering if I am doing the right thing, so I know you are giving me signs and you are still watching over us.

Words cannot express the loss we feel, there is a place in our hearts that never will be filled. We will never forget you and always love you, we can only hope that we will meet and be together again in heaven.