Things are falling apart down here son. If you can, ask Jesus to help me. I need you my sweet Angel. Help me pull some strings & get my family back in order. Especially keep looking out for our precious Haley. I love you son & of course I miss you. It has been said by one of your brothers that Im trying to replace you with Haley. I could never replace you nor would I ever try. Help me son, things are not right down here. I love you Derick with all my heart & soul. Help Matt too!!! I love you & I could never say that enough or too much!! God Blees You & I Love You

I picture you playing the piano...this very song. I pitcure you at the table eating with us. I picture you sitting on the couch watching our favorites shows. You would laugh so hard your head would kick back. I pitcure you at work with me that time you wrecked your bike & the whole side of your face was scraped. I will never stop "Picturing You". I think of you when someone says anything that reminds me of you. I think of you everyday. I see you in your brothers, I hear your voice. The world is empty to me at times, even tho it is full! My heart is empty at times, even tho it is full! I am incomplete without you, my son.I am here in presence, but a part of me is gone, the part that could hear the words.....Hey Mom...I love you! is gone. For it left with you. You took a part of me with you. A big piece of me is gone. That beautiful Spirit of you has returned to Heaven....I miss you so very much. So til I see you again in Heaven, son...I will picture you...

*DERICK*

"Ruler"

Then Samuel took the flask of oil, poured it on His head, kissed Him and said, "has not the LORD annointed You ruler over his inheritance?"

1 Samuel 10:1

*Do not fear for I have redeemed You; I have called You by name; You are Mine! Isaiah 43:1b

*Examine my heart and mind; for Your love is ever before me, and i walk continually in Your truth. Psalm 26:2b-3

*Recieve a crown of glory that fadeth not away.  1 Peter 5:4

*I am the LORD, Your GOD, who takes hold of Your right hand and says to You, "I will help You." Isaiah 41:13

*Call to Me, and I will answer You, and i will tell You great and mighty things, which You do not know.  Jeremiah 33:3

*Keep Your eyes on JESUS, who both began and finished this race we're in.  Hebrews 12:2