Happy birthday in heaven I miss you so much I wish you was still here I wish you didn’t leave me

I cant believe it has been a month already I still miss you as much as I did the first day I did not hear your voice. I wish you were still here I miss you dearly. Please give me a sign and make these bad dreams stop. I love you!!!

Tell Skylar I miss her more than anything and you too. I hope you see the cleaning Im doing I am so proud of myself today I am not staying in the bed. You always told me that I could sleep when I was dead so that is what I am going to try to do. Wrap your arms around me and I love you so much. 

I read your songs you were writing for me it made me feel really good and now I know you really did love me unconditionally. I start classes back tomorrow keep your arms around me you always said I would do it and I am now you are my angel for real. I miss you dearly please keep me strong this week as you already know the pain I face. I love you and miss you until I see you again. I am going to try and write everyday!

Doing your memorial pictures is really hard and I broke down you will always have my heart tatted for life. Im so heart broken I miss you so much

Why did you have to leave me I have so many things I need to tell you it hurts so bad. 

You are very missed I cant get over you baby. I wish you were here I made a memorial table for you I hope you can see it and you like it. I will make your memorial the best ever to give me and everyone peace. I wish I could hear your voice speaking to me one more time. I love and miss you rip and give skylar the biggest hug and kiss for me please and let her know I struggle without her I miss you both so much. You finally get to meet my grandma Ruth she was a good women and Marie you know how hard it was on me with them gone now you. This one is going to hurt a long time.

From Barry, Cassie and family,
  
You will be missed by many I hope your at peace now and we pray for your family, friends and loved ones and for them to remember all the good times  Gone but never forgotten...... 

I love and miss you

Sure do miss you little brother!! Just the thought of not ever hearing from you breaks my heart!! Give mom, dad and Jon a big hug for me.

I got flowers today and they had to be you that picked them out because they are just like the ones you would give me it made me smile and cry at the same time

To my best friend you are gone from my side but not from my heart. I miss you so much you were my soul mate me but without boobs as you would say. I will miss the good morning text and I love you. I wish I could hold you one more time but I will see you again in heaven don't forget about me I will be running in your arms when I get here for you, Skylar and Gracie.