My sister and I were always in the car together... when i needed a ride she was always there with her car taking me places and it was always that way. I can remember when shed just go pick me up and we'd just go "cruising" around town lol. I remember a time when i had this crush on a guy i worked with and i remember her and i following him till we found out where he lived lol and then when we'd be out cruising the town we'd sometimes spot him and boy did she love following him around lol. Ah those were the good ole days for me. But around the second week of Nov of 2015 we took our last "ride" together.... it was an ambulance ride from the hospital to hospice! :'(  it was a hard, painful, bumpy ride (tears).  I remember, with knots in my throat and fighting to hold back the tears that were backed up in my heart! i recall her asking me "Lala where am i going?" and i said to her "Well mama your going to another hospital where they're going to take better care of you and where there are hardly no patients so they can tend to you more closely" i couldn't muster up the nerve to tell her she was going to a hospice to die <<<crying she was already a bit confused because not only did she have cancer in her lungs but also in her brain <<crying.  so holding her frightened hand i stared out the ambulance window as we got closer to the hospice, and all i could think was "God why?" <<crying that day was the last ride i took with her (tears) even thou it was a bitter painful ride it is a memory i will hold close to my heart always! .... I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH MY SISTER... and i loved our adventures <3