May 16th, 2023

My first memory or idea at this time is to start writing some sort of biography of your life.  I know your life was like "Coffee," bitter and sometimes sweet.  I cannot make up things like I know what it was like for you being born, but from what I do know it was just like that, like "Coffee."  Anybody who knew you, knew how much you loved "Coffee," you never went anywhere without it.  <3

You didn't talk much about your life, growing up, events, family, friendships, problems or anything and what you did share, with me that is, was very few! From what I remember you talking about at your earliest age, was probably the beginning of your school age. You were a pretty little girl, with a sister and a brother growing up.  You spoke of yourself in the "Third Party," like you once said, the "Black Sheep." At that time I never realized, maybe you didn't either, but Jesus was/is your "Shepard,"
 no matter what color you are. No matter what, you knew Jesus was your savior.  You somehow grew up knowing the bible, which you never talked about how you knew.  But I tell you what, Thank God for your knowledges of the bible Mom, because even though you thought we (me and Renee) never listened, I know I did when you would talk about the Gospels, Mathew, Mark, Luke and John I listened.  You want to know how you can tell I listened?  Because, I just said who the Gospels were.  Without you talking about them, I probably wouldn't have known.  With your Organ playing skills, playing Hymms, I think is what filled me with love for God and Jesus.  You never knew these things about me that I kept of your love for God and Jesus, and I therefore passed that on to Sonny and taught him what little I knew/thought that God was and to pray.  Just like you would do, is pray.